stories of my lives (fun,sad,happy and other)

Life is great today:D maybe only for today. heh.

2012-01-05T00:58:00.000+08:00

hi back blogging today again cos im feeling so damn happy^^
guess why? cos today work until so shiok? lol
nah... shiok becos today work until not sian. cos too many friends visited me today. lol
finally im like so talkative at my work place. LOL
kind of weird when im like so quiet . agree friends? LOL
oh ya ... im not shy or what. is not close with the person den of cos i shy to talk to them lah. haha
The person must automatic be 1st to talk to me den i will talk and if know me for long time den u will know i super noise. lol

Today working morning shift from like around 11am to 8pm.
lol den hor break time around 2.09pm den jasmine smsed me saying that she's reaching bugis so she want meet me to eat lunch with her cos she alone come bugis shopping and on the way come visit me so i agree with her but my lunch break only like 1hour. not enough time to find some good place to eat. lol so we just meet at OG the level 1 the rockery there . Eat plus chit-chat until end of my break time...
she very good hor? come visit me if not i confirm damn sian cos nobody talk den only seat at staff room until break end. lol trololol.

okay den end of break le den she still come Giordano talk to me. lol aiya talk with friends also nvrmind mah if not i confirm damn sian leh. cos over there like no one talk to me only a few lah. lol ...
den after she leave den i go serve customer den suddenly out of no where,there a tall guy looking so familiar coming toward me and smiling at me... den when i look closer, i noticed that it's was my cousin and his friends =.=!!! AND HE PURPOSELY COME AT THE BACK OF ME COS HE WANT SHOCK ME BUT MY EYES WAS FAST ENOUGH TO NOTICE HIM... lol i win leh... haha he want disiao me but i always shoot him back cos he too slow alr. lol my reaction too fast alr . haha so i always win him ending up , he have to do alot of forfeit for me... haha i still rmb the day before my brithday. so funny sia cos he lose the bet den i made him dance infront of the whole church.. im kind of bad lah but fun to bully him leh. LOL *EVIL SMILE :D* LOL

okay lah... i told both of them i end work @ 8pm den asked them if they want wait until i end work den together go eat dinner and they agreed .. LOVE THEM SO MUCH. haha like nobody will wait until i work finish and meet me only them leh.. somemore wait for long hours for me leh... hahaha good right?
dk who say want come ending up never. so free somemore. still say i pangseh and not serious. if you're not serious and keep asking nonsensical stuff den why should i be serious also? like seriously lor. lol kay shall change my subject:D

if you want ask if im tired or not standing for hours, all i have to say that im used to it alr and i dont feel that tired . maybe abit only:D oh ya i totally forgot abt my cousin friends. shit! LOL okay lah .. i feel so bad cos i never talk to him leh.. abit awkward leh. lol cos he too quiet also. maybe next time den talk to him when know him well:D hehe i shy leh , need guys to talk to me 1st if not i wont start a conversation. haha.

Last but not least, ONE OF MY COLLEAGUE NAME WEISHENG BULLY ME LEH!! LOL kay lah im just kidding... he never bully me lah only disturb me sometime:D haha
i do talk to most of my colleague also but some still don't dare start conversation. sigh!!! tmr working confirm damn sian cos those that i talkwith like not working tmr. hais somemore working until 9.30pm. SIAN LAH. LOL

O'level result this monday D: NERVOUS LEH!! what if i fail leh D: HAIS!!!
HELPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!! oh ya must ask for off on that day D:

kay shall end here alr.
BYE!!! and GOODNIGHT:D

I WANT CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN TO SOMETHING MORE MATURE ABIT BUT IDK HOW LEH!! who want help me ???? maybe next time ask Jasmine..
shall end here....

going sleep soon :D
hehe
goodnight readers:D

HAPPY NEW YEAR:D IT'S 2012 !!!

2012-01-03T23:50:00.000+08:00

hi everyone:D
1st of all, i wanna wish everyone a very happy new year:D
i know im kind of slow. hah but i dont care cos im busy working . no time to use laptop to blog:D
okay today was the 1st day of sch reopening for all but hell ... it's my off day and i dont need to go sch cos im waiting for o'leve result. haha ... people who needs to go sch, dont jealous:P lol
talking about o'level result, i'm kind of scared now... i dont even know if i can pass or not D:
what if i fail leh? i need retake o's again and attend shitty sch again!!! wah im kind of nervous right now D:
touchwood!! hope i wont fail:D pray harder that i can pass o's...

okay shall stop talking about what's going to happen if i fail o'level.
change subject now!!! getting use to stand for long hours at my working place already.
In the beginning, i used to be very tired but now i kind of enjoying what im doing . haha but i'm still abit shy leh... i still dont dare to talk to the older colleague of mine... also feel damn shy when serving customer. idk why leh? lol maybe becos when im speaking chinese , i sounded damn like so weird making me very paiseh leh. lol
kay starting to make alot of new friends which is a good thing:D yay. haha
OH YA!! Got one BIGGEST bully at my work place . LOL he always bully me leh. WEISHENG!!! LOL he asked me to blog nice nice but i purposely shoot him here:P . HAHAHA still say himself smart and yet he can't find my blog link at my fb profile ... haha

my schedule always change very week . yesterday working full shift. from 11am to 9.30 pm ... but im not as tired as the day before. today off day but my agent called me that he want me to submit my time sheet to him by today-.- den i have to travel all the way to my work place to collect my time sheet cos it's at my workplace. idiot leh...supposed to go out with friends but i pangseh everyone. haha as always:D

talking about relationship?
i don't give a serious damn about it.
i used to be so damn innocent .
In fact i dont even know anything about alot stuff and i have to ask my elder brother about it.
but now when i read my friends blog, i think i know alot stuff which none of my friends even know. DONT GET WHAT I MEAN? okay shall be more straight.
Being in a relationship does not means something good. maybe if u do meet a really good guy den that's good for you but if you meet those type of pervertic guy den seriously, your relationship won't even last for long. cos all they want from you is SEX-.-!!
damn it. why talking about this? -.- most girl wants in a relationship is a guy who truly love and care for them. Guys , why can't wait till the girl is your wife den having sex with her? why so impatient? hais. lol
@To my dearest friend Aliah : Be happy that you're single and no guys asked you to be their bf cos even if a guy confessed to you, it does not mean that you will be happy :D One day , you will meet someone who truly love you :D so don't have to worry... you are pretty so dont worry . hehe <3

actually got so many thing to blog but i totally forget what i wanted to blog.-.-!!!
oh ya im working tmr :D so friends if you happened to be at bugis shopping, do come and visit me :D haha

so WHAT IS MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION? i'm still not sure but i have a few in my mind.
1. To pass my o'level D:
2. To have more money .
3. of cos to be more prayerful and read more of the bible. D: < find it very hard leh .
4. hope that someone will change . (secret)
5. be happy :D
6. More GOOD friends:D
7. Good daughter and sister to my parents and brothers.
AND MANY MANY MORE:D
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we look alike meh? i dont think so leh. LOL

okay shall end here.
GOODNIGHT:D
tmr working and i should go to bed now .
im always late . LOL
BYEBYE:D
oh ya apologise for all the error cos way to lazy to correct them after blogging such a long post^^
night<3

working is really damn tired!!

2011-12-28T23:27:00.002+08:00

okay hi everyone:D
guess why i have not been updating blog for like a week or more?
okay i have been very busy working last week and this week...
very tiring:/ standing for like 8hour every day...
okay wanna visit me? I'm working at (Bugis) OG Albert at Giordano level 1....
working from 11am to 8pm(Monday & Saturday) if I'm working in the morning shift and if I'm working in the afternoon shift is from 12.30pm to 9.30pm...(Wednesday,Friday & Sunday) and my off day is on Tuesday. On Thursday I'm working from 2 to 6pm @ level 3 in the kid side of Giordano.okay idk why I'm telling u guys but just wanna say if u guys go shopping at bugis can come visit me:DD hehe
okay I'm working till 22jan2012... maybe i will not continue to work after that cos it's really very tiring .

okay i guess u guys must be wondering why i can blog today ...
yesterday is my off day but i was too tired to use laptop to blog..
sleep till late in the afternoon due to the tiredness and also i took afternoon nap at 5pm so i never blog and also i sleep very early in the night cos too tired already....
Today supposed to go work but guess what?
I'm sick D: having fever once again .... temperature is 38.2.
woke up in the morning feeling very hot and cold and my whole body so pain.... having sore throat also D:
so actually decided that i should still go to work instead but after bathing. I'm feeling so damn giddy so i decided to see a doctor at poly clinic and get MC....
called my boss and she told me that i must get a mc... my agent(recruit express) also call me to take a mc so when to see the doctor in the afternoon at around 2pm ... cost me around $7.50 for a mc and medicine D:
but hor my fever when down at that timing . i guess becos i eat panodol in the morning... but in the evening fever went up again and also start having a terrible headache... so i wake up and eat some porridge and eat like 2 panodol,2 headache panodol and suck 1 sore throat tablet. The medicine taste really damn horrible.
but i have no choice . okay now im feeling much better that why I'm able to blog... maybe after blogging, i shld go and sleep so that i will feel better tmr cos i only got one day mc so i have to go to work tmr but luckily tmr working only 4hour from 2 to 6 pm :D haha

okay you guys must be wondering if i do enjoy myself during Christmas?
answer is NO D: so sad cos i have to work.
i don't feel like Christmas at all cos i only attend church till 11.45am and after i leave church to rush to go work. okay shall not talk about Christmas already but at least i did enjoy myself in the morning with church friend right? LOL
Oh ya by the way. brother say i become thin after i start working... den i was like of cos lah cos i stand for like 8 hour every day and i only eat like a meal a day but i do eat supper when i reached home after work cos too hungry already and i sleep after eating supper but like never grow fat. LOL my collar bone can be seen again and my face become sharper which is one of the good thing lah cos i have been wanting to lose weight but i cant leh...
but i still not sure if i really do lost weight or maybe my brother just faking me cos for me , i see no different in my body leh... still got a lots of fats leh. LOL

okay shall stop blogging already:D
oh ya if there's alot of error, forgive me cos I'm too lazy to check for mistake or typo error after blogging long articles.
shall post all the picture which were taken for like the past few weeks?
don't be shock if there's a lots of picture :D haha

the picture that I'm wearing black t-shirt is taken very long time ago . i think it's taken before my birthday.

i know i look retarded._. playing with my webcam:D haha

i need wear braces cos my teeth not straight at all D:

The picture of me wearing spectacle is taken just only when im blogging.

i know i look super different with spectacle D:

Just now take so many medicine D:

This was taken just now before going to see doctor. i know i don't look sick:D wahaha

Ten Ways to love :D

my Christmas present from church.

this is taken when i reached work place .. see my collar bone :D super obvious right? LOL but i don't think i become thin leh. maybe abit only i guess?

my birthday cake . mummy bought for me:D hehe<3

this also my mummy buy for me:D LOL

i know my hair look messy cos i took it when i just wake up only. oh ya the spectacle is my brother john new spec. nice right? LOL

this pic below is mine spectacle ... no lens at all . only frame:D maybe i shld go make the lens so that i can
wear them when I'm outside when i don't feel like wearing contact len? idk yet._.

okay shall end here:D goodnight everyone:D

I'm Tired:D

2011-12-22T23:11:00.001+08:00

hi everyone:D

want to know how is my interview today?

okay i shall share what happened today:D

when interview in the afternoon at 39 Ubi Road 1...

The company name is Giordana.

super funny.

today , a young lady interview me.

she super friendly lor.

LOL den i talk to her den i keep smiling to her.LOL

okay she also wish me happy birthday leh.haha

okay that is not the point.

what i wanted to say is i passed my interview.

Tmr must go down to CPF building in the morning at around 11am to sign contract den in the afternoon must start work already....

pray that i will not be so tiring when working...

hope also can meet new friends there and hope that the people there are friendly to me:DD

Must thank my agent Donavan and also the young lady who interview me..

most important is GOD ANSWER MY PRAYER:DD

hehe

finally can start work leh ..no money cannot do anything ..

kay actually feeling damn tired today cos after interview , travel with family to simei to collect brothers new spectacles... wear heels to interview so very hard to walk. lol cos very high...

not comfortable also.

kay den after collect brother spec den travel back home to eat and den pack stuff .

after that around 7pm, leave house to go church with brother to attend prayer meeting..

just reach back home... tired._.

LOL also must thank my pastor and my friend Ker Sin who wish me happy birthday... and also the card and gift. LOL

hungry leh..LOL

maybe i should eat supper later? idk

cos if eat den confirm grow fat... but i feel damn weird leh cos feeling damn hungry today..

aiya sian !! can't sleep late anymore cos must wake up very early starting from tmr onward:((

i guess i should stop blogging now.

BYE AND ALSO SORRY IF THERE'S A LOT OF ERROR!!!

too lazy to check for error...

LOL

i look retarded._. by the way i use my brother iphone to take..the quality better den mine D:

me and my brother:DD LONG TIME PIC but i feel like posting it:D

okay now this pic below is taken by my hp... see the shitty quality!!! so blur=.=!!!

BYE
Christmas is coming:DD
hehe

MORE PICTURE & PICTURE!!!

guess why i look so Tan??? cos of the make up:DD

okay i look whiter here!! i guess it's becos of the lighting? do i look weird in middle parting? if no den maybe i shld go out with middle parting:D LOL i have a high forehead D:

LAST BUT NOT LEAST!!!!
here is the quote...
"GOD opens millions of flowers without forcing the buds.
It reminds us to not force anything,for things happen in the right time" :DD

I <3 Jesus Christ:D yeah!!!!
BYE BYE:DD teehee

happy birthday to me:DD

2011-12-22T00:14:00.006+08:00

hello everyone:D
I'm back blogging:D lol
I'm officially 17th years old.
COOL OR WHAT???

Today didn't go anywhere.
only celebrate at home with parents and brothers.
Mother cook for me noodles and many delicious food.
yummy!!LOL i guess i will grow even fatter if i eat like that everyday.LOL

so conclusion? did i enjoy my birthday???
yeah i did actually.
why?
cos some of my good friends celebrated my birthday advance for me becos they were busy on the day of my birthday working like mad just to earn $$ ..LOL
only me so slack staying at home sleeping , eating and playing like some lazy pig=.=!!
no money still can slack..hais clever ah? LOL
2moro im going for another interview...
hais... go to interview super wasting of time lor
go alr den also never hire me... ._.
aiya 2moro , i think i must be more friendly and hyper abit to pass the interview.
i always so serious den ppl see my jiaobin face also don't want employ me-.-!! LOL

okay let me go back to the actual topic which is about my birthday!!!
okay i guess you guys must be wondering how i celebrate my birthday advance?
okay ... i go out with cousin,friends and some of my brother to ktv to sing song at katong mall i guess?
den sing from 1pm to 7pm? like 5hour plus?
okay actually it started at 1pm but we were late. we arrived at the place at 2.30pm? LOL cos raining and we donno how go there lor.
ai ya hard explain... jas and aliah came too but they left around 5plus den bro friends came. of cos i know all of them lah if not i wont have fun. after singing, we went to expo to eat... idk what is the new shopping centre name? jasmine shld know cos she's working there.we go there eat and chit-chat.
aiya too many things happened .. too lazy to blog about it..
all i know is i have alot of fun:DD teehee:DD

i shld be celebrating belated birthday with WanQing also on Christmas Eve.
i will have alot of fun too since long time no see her alr:D
lol will be taking alot of picture:DD
hehe

i need more free day to go out with more friends
all jio me go out but i so busy doing my stuff.
maybe if i got money alr den i will start asking them out.
i guess most likely free when end of jan 2012:DD
i will / promise to tell you guys when im free to slack with me..
miss everyone alot:DD
LOL

oh ya!!! i haven forgot this yet!!
I WANNA THANK EVERYONE FOR ALL THE WISHES /GREETING/ MAKING TIME OUT FOR ME/ PRESENT ALSO AND EVERYONE WHO PLANNED TO CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY:DDDD THANK YOU SO MUCH:DD
i appreciate it alot :DD

okay shall post all the photo here :DD

this is all of the picture..
keep say that i will trim my fringe but till now haven trim yet...
but i will trim it soon:D wait okay:DD
haha ohh ya photo quality kind of blur cos use iphone take...
no good cameraa....
D:
next time gonna take better picture...
wait till i have better camera.

bye shall end here.
if u gonna say that my English is kind of suckish den don't read it cos i cant be bother to check for error after blogging so much...

oh yaa... kind of angry with someone....
u can lie to me now but u cant lie to me forever because I'm not stupid to believe every of your words.
is not I'm stupid to believe u. Just that i don't want to argue with you cos I'm tired of those crap...
so i chose to ignore ...
Don't forget that i don't trust anyone after an incident...
so u better stop it !!!
i guess you won't even know if I'm blogging about you cos i chose not to let u know my blog link..
maybe you might know/read my blog cos recently i update/ put the link back to my fb profile..
never mind ... Real eyes realize real LIES!!!

AND i chose to forgive and forget...so stop it !!!

i think i need to create a comment box for my blog but i don't wanna use tag box anymore. anyone know a better comment box that can put on my blog for people to comment? if you know den let me know by sms-ing me / fb me the link:DD tyvm.

Last but not least,
i don't emo at all... either do i reveal much of my life on Internet now cos recently someone told me that is hard for the person to know anything about my life cos all my post that i published online were mostly about happy stuff...
i don't feel like repeating myself!!! i don't want to post any sad stuff on Internet because i find it kind of disturbing/ maybe because i think that people who post sad stuff online mostly are people who want to get more attention from others so i kind of stop posting emotional stuff online.. LOL
AND AND ,,, all my friends who usually read my blog from the beginning to the end will know that i use to be a emo person on Internet. DON'T BELIEVE???
den go and read all the beginning of my blog post lor... but most of them so emo and very childish...
very paiseh if i go read it again.LOL

kay
sorry if there's too many spelling /grammar /vocab error!!!
ps my English not good!!!!

BYE AND GOODNIGHT:DD
people go read JOHN 3:16 from the bible :DD
peace out ^^

sick or love sick? LOL

2011-12-16T12:12:00.000+08:00

hi everyone:D
feeling very sick today.
hey im really very sick.
sneezing and sore throat.
idk why i fall sick today.
somemore im going out later.

just ate medicine already.
i think im having fever also:( hais
feeling so damn sleepy right now.
maybe after blogging , i shall go sleep awhile.
hope by 3pm will be well D:

kay shall end here.
im going back to sleep .
miss alot of my friends.
BYE:D

tonight maybe trim my fringe back to bangs like the above picture.
oh ya i might dye my hair also but i see 1st :D not so sure yet.

hais missing missing and missing!!!!
D:
bye bye!!!

:D hi hi

2011-12-15T15:08:00.005+08:00

Sometimes its lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.
This is so damn true and i totally agree with it.
hais...
if only i don't need work and have money...
sian...

later going prayer meeting. not sure brother following me or not. sian lor. i don't even know how to go to the place somemore the place so dark and scary. later got molester how? LOL i also don't want meet my aunt T.T
never mind. maybe force my brother to go with me but i feel so bad cos he 2moro got term test den need study. no choice . dad also no taxi to drive me there cos 5pm change shift. :(

6 more days to my birthday but i have no plan D:
maybe i should call and ask wanqing if she want go out with me...
i guess i blog alot nowadays be-cos my twitter kena suspended and i can't tweet D: how sad.
i don't even know why my twitter kena suspended lor. idiot.

my butt damn pain. i think i seat too long on the chair alr.
oh ya. i think i lost some weight alr after fasting for many weeks.
haven eaten anything from morning till now. later den eat dinner at 5pm.

kay shall end here
going out to collect contact lens at 3plus.
BYE :D

hais:(

2011-12-14T15:43:00.005+08:00

feeling so boring right now.
going out but idk where i'm going later also.
thinking to trim my fringe and dye my hair but i also not sure.

my heart { < / 3 }
kay. the kind of regret im feeling right now.
i think it's going to happen again.
idk lah but i can tell u that this type of feeling hurts really alot.

hais.
just hope that im thinking too much.
shall wait until night.

bye D:

hais. life is never good always.

2011-12-12T20:12:00.001+08:00

hi everyone. i decided to update blog today.
morning went to interview but i still don't know when I'm starting work.
hais. i got no money. even if i ask my mum to lent me money, she would always say she got no money. D: i guess i can't ask my dad too becos he won't believe me if i say i got no money. He thinks that I'm still loaded D: never mind.
recently make some new friends but ...

i guess the reason why i always rejecting people because
1st: i trusted no one after a incident.
2nd: my dad is always checking on me. / forbidding me from mixing too much D:
3th: I'm a christian and i have to set good role for other to see.

life is kind of suckish.
event planned today in the afternoon was cancel again-.-
supposed to meet Aliah in the morning to learn how to bake pineapple tart but i have interview in the morning so we never meet up. Not only that. actually I'm going out to meet my friends in the afternoon but my brother did something really wrong again and police called my house -.- ! how frustrating. Event planned totally ruined . Can't go out and have to bail brother out. I'm back home now. Feel so sorry. Luckily brother never get charged. Elder brother prayer was answer. Thank God.
Guess what? my brother still not back home yet. he got the face to go and slack out with friends . so sad. i changed my clothes and getting ready to leave house already leh but hor police called my house. Aiya be single is the best for me cause i don't know if it would even last or not. more importantly, i don't want to be force to do stuff too. it is kind of tiring to reject people who asked me to go out with them. very tiring! i swear! very tiring. hais i don't want write about emotional stuff anymore. cos i hate emo people cos i think they super attention seeker so if i get really emo , it also mean i want more people to notice me? Hell no so i better stop being emo. haha

it been a long while since i blog so i should not post emotional stuff right? LOL
actually life is great too. but just that sometime, things never goes well.
sometime i want to read boys mind. i don't know what they are thinking.
seriously, boys can trick girl that they like/love you but actually they don't at all. so girls out there that are thinking if you should even date a guy from the Internet, please don't unless you really know them for like years (Be like xiaxue. she and mike get to know each other from the Internet but they lasted cos mike never cheated on xiaxue before). i guess. cause most guy claimed that they love you but actually, they only want to be with you cause they are horny . they need a girl to do all those dirty stuff. so be careful. maybe kissing and hugging and also holding hands is okay but if he start touching you( Anywhere that guys shld not be even touching), den you have to be careful. i mean like seriously, actually i should warn myself and not other. :/ so it's me too that i have to be careful too. After touching you, and if he doesn't like/love you at all than he will leave you and i mean it. super true. they take advantage of you and you would be the stupid one being fooled by them. of cos , he won't feel bad cos it's boys nature but they feel more good(shiok) and would want to take more advantage of other girl after leaving you. Because they will think that all girl are easily fooled by boys. So girl, please don't get trick by any guys if it never happen to you before. Be the 1st one to reject them and not them leaving you 1st. i noticed that innocent girl are always the 1st target to guys.

Hence, my conclusion is if a guy truly love you, HE WOULD WAIT UNTIL YOU MARRY HIM BEFORE TOUCHING YOU OR EVEN ASKING YOU FOR SEX!!!so i always say that LOVE IS NOT SEX!!!! AND a guy who truly love you would always respect you. agree? yeah you guys should agree with me :D peace out . hehe

Girl don't act stupid. if you know that he got attention to do some dirty thing to you den you should stand up for your right and say that you don't want to do it. Be brave and don't be a coward! yeah. Kay shall stop blogging alr. if not i guess this post will be really very long. really hope that i will gain back all my reader . i guess none read my blog already cos dead for like so long.

Tired of replying message so i never reply. maybe after blogging than reply them.thinking of making new blog but :( what if people want to read about my past stories like very ps can. i guess last time post all so childish and also so emo . hell but i also don't want delete this blog cos got alot of memories . but i don't like my blogskin and i really want to change it but i dono how to change to a super chio blog like xiaxue. i need help but i don't know who to ask . maybe i shld try to change it myself?

Kay I'm on diet also but i never exercise leh. i only eat a little bit like super little can. but i seldom get hungry also nowadays. i guess i already getting use to this method but at night before i sleep will always feel very dizzy and feel like vomiting . also see food nowadays like no appetite.

now my hope is that Donavan will faster call me that i can start work already. i mean i slack too long this holiday already and now it's time to work.i don't want to slack anymore if not i will be real broke next year and i cant shop or go out with friend cos as you all know, everywhere u go in Singapore need money:D

9 more days to my birthday but i guess i got no one to celebrate with. i guess i will either be working or rotting at home. friends so busy where got time to jio them go celebrate. i don't want to disturb them too. aiya every year also never celebrate what. so to me birthday is nothing special.

okay shall stop blogging alr. bye reader.:D

oh ya i can't be bother to also correct my spelling or any vocab/grammar mistake so if you are going to say that why got so many error or whatever, i don't give a damn cos this is also not exam. for what write until like your English is so good? i also don't give a damn if my English is bad. okay bye:D

miss me? here is my picture. bye:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2011-08-21T22:11:00.001+08:00

hello, u guys must be wondering why im blogging at this timing when i should be studying for o'level prelim.
kay back to the main point.

blogging for the last time just for you and will MIA till o'level is over.

okay yup,

i thought we could last but i was wrong.
the relationship ended even before it started.

before i still think that i could celebrate ur b'day specially for you but something happened that make this impossible.

well to admit, i never forget that tomorrow is your birthday.

Just wanna wish you happy birthday for the very last time.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU , my first love!!!

sorry if i offended you in any ways.

maybe i should stop everything.

i guess its about time for me to let go of you.

no point thinking about the past because nothing could change the past.

maybe i should just forgive and forget ?

forgive is easy but to be truth, forgetting you is impossible.

hope that u will forgive me too.

maybe not lover but becoming friends again? i dont know? it's up to you.

just give me the answer after reading this if we should be friends again or should just we remain as stranger ?

AND ,pls dont ignore this.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! be happy always , smile more and God bless you:D <3

I LOVE YOU<3

bye bye:D

Happy National Day to everyone:D

2011-08-09T15:55:00.001+08:00

Hey im here to blog:D
WISHING EVERYONE A HAPPY NATIONAL DAY:D

kay using my webcam to camwhore:D

HAHA WARNING TO ALL! im here to upload my camwhoring pictures of myself with my new spectacle.

if you don't like to see my zilian picture den press the X button on the top right hand to leave my blog.TYVM!!!

To all who wanna see my pic, pls

Scroll down if u wanna see my picture :D

wonder why my lip so red? if u think i put lipstick den u are wrong!!!scroll down den u will know why my lip so red:D

i love SINGAPORE:D muack:D

LOL bare face without make up and contact:D

see the singapore flag? LOL HAPPY NATIONAL DAY:D

yup this is the reason why my lip so red. it's becos i drank some F&N softdrink that made my lip red in colour:D

Grandmother:D LOL

i know i look like idiot:DLOL

see my picture enough ? kay shall end here:D

byebye
fOR YOU INFO
i blog only when i want to camwhore with my webcam.
so my blog is for upload my zilian picture and i dont blog long stories unless i suddenly feel like writing.
so if u dont like to see my picture den dont read or even visit my blog:D
BYE BYE.
going study now:)

hello:D welcome me back.

2011-08-05T20:43:00.000+08:00

haha
just reach home.
went to made a new spectacle.
it look something like the above picture but its abit different.
do i look good in spectacle?
if yes den i will wear them when i go to sch but if no den probable only wear them when im at home:D
pls comment:D

very expensive:( money gone.
must start saving to pay for the rest so that i can collect them earlier.
:D
bye shall end here:)

Randomness:D

2011-07-18T21:51:00.000+08:00

Today Elearning day:D
done some assignment but for some, i can't be bother to do.
Just finish doing POA . do until so tired.
wanted to do math but i cant find it so i think i will stop here.
so far i only do English, POA and SS.
LOL

Trimmed my super duper long fringe today.
idk if i look weird but i dont really care. wahahaha
here are some of the picture:D
too zilian:D HAHA YES IM ZILIAN and i like to take alot alot of picture.
that me:D

BEFORE

AFTER:D

hehe alot right?
i love to upload picture at blog cos only my friends read my blog.
lesser strangers viewing my picture too but only close friend view them cos only close friend bother to read my blog.

Never study today:( only do elearning.
hais.
wanted to study chemistry but no time. sad life.
i also want chiong study poa leh. cos i haven start any revision for poa.
kay shall end my post here.

BYEBYE:D
i have a awesome sister:Dhaha
i have a awesome good and close friends too^^
BYEBYE:D

Probably, you're thinking too much.

2011-07-15T23:53:00.007+08:00

O.o look below! that's me:D haha the natural me without wearing colour contact len:D hehe and yes, i use my camera to take this picture . I'm NOT using iphone to take this picture as u can see that this picture have not been edited yet that is why im natural in this picture.haha super random:D

Smile even thought you are sad:D

If you sense that something is weird, just tell yourself that you are thinking too much.
because if you tried to figure out what is going wrong than things would probably turn out the way you dont want it to become . so just tell yourself that you're thinking too much and ignore everything which irritate you , pretending that you dont know what is going on. :D
hey come on, I do that every now and then that is why im living even thought i know, sooner or later i probably will break down.
Living with a smile is better than being furious every single day. Being angry would not help you but making you look much more older.
i know i'm being abit self centre but hey dont you agree with me? i look much younger than my actually age. maybe it's because i laughing and smiling too often. friends around me often thinks that im abnormal due to my continuous laughter and yes, i do agreed to the extent that i do look crazy when i started laughing even if it's not funny. Maybe stranger around me might think im annoying but hey,at least i know that im normal because when i feel like laughing , i just laugh out and when i feel like crying, i cried. i dont hide my feeling and that is probably my strength. People who hides their feeling or personality or whatever which makes them different from who they are is not a true person.
They are just cheating themself . sometime, i really dislike being near people who are too emotion .The feeling is so awkward and you just don't know how to start a conversation with them. sometime , i do think emotion people are some sort of attention seeker because they act being sad or emo and people around them will start asking them, hey are you alright ? or what happened? or Why are you so emo today?
Like seriously. it's so annoying! Let your problem be your problem and dont leaked them out intensionally or purposly if you say you dislike others to know.KEEP IT TO YOURSELF . Do not let your problem becoming other people's problem because i think those people dont deserve to suffer with you.so people around me,please keep this in mind. } if you want to be around me or if you are my friend, please please please stop being emotional or another way to describe the words "emotional", STOP BEING MOODY when you are with me. i totally dislike it. Yes i maybe smiling to you but hey , actually i dont feel good or im irritated by your action. But there's another solution where i think i only accept it. Shall elaborate it on the next paragraph[probably the last paragraph and i will end my post with my newly updated video:)]
i only accept friends who talk out their problem when they are sad but not trying to show or hint me that they are sad.because i dislike people that hint me that they are sad but pretend that he/she does not want to tell what their problem but actually in their heart, they want to speak it out badly.Those people are just hypocrite. And if you are sad and you do not want to talk out than keeping smiling all day long till we depart from each other so that i don't know that you are sad. hence if you want to let other's know than do not hint but TALK IT OUT!!!! , also if you do not want other's to know than STOP HINTING people by being emotional but just pretend/act that you are happy by smiling all day long till we depart from each other:DD

PLEASE KEEP THAT IN MIND!!! THE END :D hehe

pls watch my newly updated video.subscribe if you like my video:D hehe kay i think im asking too much. LOL no lah if u like than like my video if not comment uh:DD

How to put on make up to look brighter and alert and not looking dull and sleepy part1

How to put on make up to look brighter and alert and not looking dull and sleepy part2

if you love me than support me by viewing my video , liking them and commenting on them. Best if you subscribe to my channel. hahaha:DD

kay bye bye:D
love ya:D
hehe

heyhi:D

2011-07-08T16:05:00.001+08:00

im back with photos .haha
yup i only update my blog with photos and some short and sweet post.
Super busy this few weeks maybe next few more month also cos o'level:D
Have not really started any revision but started only some.
but dont worry cos i will chiong by today:D
haha

My left wrist damn pain. i have no idea why also. After removing my watch from my hand, there's pain at the bone & its abit blue black. probably becos i wear my watch to tight? idk also. or maybe i sprain it or maybe i broken my wrist? idk. As im blogging, i can feel the pain as i move my hand.:( hais

maybe im suffering from some illness? keep saw weird thing at night:( hais. scary u know? i just hope its my imagination but idk. i also cant move when i saw those weird thing. and WTF, this not my 1st time experiencing it. so many time already lor. heart beat damn fast.
kay shall end here cos my hand damn pain. buey tahan!!! OUCH!!!

kay bye and here are some of my webcamming photo.

BYE^^
how i wish i'm much friendly like last time when i was younger.
im so anti social nowadays:( and im not me ANYMORE.
BYE:D o'level mother tongue oral next wednesday:( wish me all the best and those who are taking too. just hope that i can read most of the words becos i cant:( and i hope i can answer the question during conversation cos i'm afraid that i dont know how to speak some of the words in chinese. i shall try my best. Jiayou RACHEL:D hehe .

hello:D

2011-06-25T16:20:00.000+08:00

heyya:D
im back once again.
okay today is the last day of holiday and school reopen on monday:(
i dont wish to go back to sch but no choice.
okay quite happy becos i have finish doing all of the 4 Exercise of algebra package like in 2 days and i chiong to do cos no much time left. i also do finish english hw except summary cos its to difficult and i dont understand the passage. now left with ss hw and math hw{4 exam paper not done yet} D: yes alot more hw to do but im only planning to do ss hw finish by today. hopefully! cos i have been watching video since morning. yes im going crazy over Kim Hyun Joong cos i have already fall in love with him. hahaha handsome with killer smile. sorry im seriously crazy^^

yes when sch reopen mean need start chiong study for o's cos i have not started any thing yet execpt for 3 topic of chemistry. And oh ya, no more entertainment and video. if not, confirm fail o's if i dont study.
very sad lor cos my dad keep take my money. take until i no more money. AND WTF, he dont wan return me back. CCB save so hard den taken all by him. today saturday already still dont wan return me back. FUCKER!! angry like shit lor. yes he's a liar. no choice. very angry + sad.

kay my dream is to be a singer and a actress in korea cos like super fun lor. but im dreaming only. kay shall end here and continue watching some video that i haven watch finish den start to chiong hw after watching finish.
BYEBYE:D

hello everyone:D

2011-06-13T12:37:00.001+08:00

hi:D this is the 3rd week of holiday:D
and u know wat? i haven started any revision yet. hais.
haha nevermind.

wanna know wat i have been doing since holiday?
i tell u, nothing at all. just watching drama, singing song , eat and sleep:D
yeah, kay lah im there to promoto my video that i made. haha
i know im crazy but nevermind.

if you read my blog, pls watch my awesome video.
i kindda look like some retarded in my video but I DONT CARE.
haha the 1st video was with my mummy. we try to sing a song but lots of error but at least its still not so bad as i thought it was.

okay here is the video.

okay my singing sux and i know it but i told u already. I DONT CARE:D as long as i like to sing and im happy^^

okay next video was teaching you guys how to put make up for natural look:D
and my talking kinda weird so if u dont like to hear me talk den switch off ur speaker:D
and if i look kind of retarded den just ignore. AND YES i know my teeth very ugly . i dont have straight teeth but i wish i could have a straight teeth. i dont have money to braces right now but if i have the money, of cos i will put braces.

kay here is the video. there's part 1 & 2:D

okay yes i only wanna blog about my video.
DO like and cooment on my video:D hehe
and if u dont like, pls dont give me some nasty comment.:D
BYE BYE:D

its june holiday.

2011-06-07T16:59:00.000+08:00

okay it's already june and i haven started any revision yet
hais. :(
kay blog dead for donnoe how many days .
i also donno wat to update .
by the way, nobody is reading my blog so i never update.
even if there's someone who is reading my blog, they also won't tag so idk if there's anyone who read it.

kay boring life.
i only play. eat and sleep.
pig right? ya im a lazy person so i dont give a damn.
maybe i will fail o's this year cos i never study at all.
hais. im so demoralise.
maybe after lots of thing that happened making me dont feel like studying.
that why people say we shld becareful especially if it's an important year.
maybe i have to do something about it but just that i dont feel like doing anything.

kay lah i also dont feel like craping about my life cos my life is forever boring.
bye life sux uh? hehe
Canon D
hehe i wanna learn how to play piano.
maybe after o's if i have nothing to do?
cos maybe after o's will be busy cos i will be working like some mad people cos i need alot of money to buy alots of stuff and also save lah for my future.

kay shall end here.

bye bye:D

Hello:D im back:D

2011-05-28T18:50:00.001+08:00

kay shall update blog awhile since it's dead for so long.
kay my philppines relatives is going back to philippines on 31may:( that's sad.
hais.... kay will miss them altough we know each other for like 2 days.
the small girl hug me:D aww!!! HAHAHA
promise them that we will go philppines after my o's to visit them:D

wait for me. HEHEHE
kays had so much fun today.
instead of studying ,im playing with the small girl.
HAHAHAHA tonight den i chiong to study.
:DD uploading pictures at fb.
load so long:( hais... im super impatient... i wish it load faster cos no much time to study:(

BYE shall end here:D
miss me kay? HAHAHA

Reblog for new picture:D

BYE
mummy & me xD

if u want to do whatever u like den i shall see u in hell:D

2011-05-15T19:00:00.000+08:00

LOL
blog dead.
kay updating blog with old pic that i found at my laptop.
tonight gonna chiong study:( never study for 2moro exam. confirm fail!! hais.
give up hope. dont feel like going to poly after sec 5 but i got no where to go if i dont continue to study.
hear my friend complaining that poly lecture very boring.
hais. give up!!!!

kay shall end here. upload pic le:D
guess wat? i kindda miss my old hp cos i like to take pic using my old hp.
new phone camera suck ttm. haha joking

All girls love to be pretty:D

2011-05-01T20:21:00.000+08:00

wow. blog dead for like so many days.
aku dont feel like blogging mah.
hehe.
kay update blog for my friends .hehe

kay never study at all .
maybe after updating blog.
Love my iphone <3
keep editing pic + keep taking pic. abit zilian.
haha all girls are like that also.(not all actually but most xD)

kay byebye.
im crazy.
hehe.
eyes hurt D:
tears keep rolling down.
maybe becos contact lens.
i think i go take them out now.

shall study till late night.
bye^^

While someone breaks your heart,another someone is waiting to fix it.

2011-04-25T23:41:00.000+08:00

Enjoying myself for the past few days.
Never study at all. about 1 week? if im not wrong.
hack care.
wanted to study when i reach home but never.
maybe reach home too late already. tired of cos.
and last reason is becos im playing with my iphone + chatting with friends at phone and other where.

kay school was tiring .
maybe becos i slept at 4am this morning and wake up at abt 5am?
yup but miracle is i never sleep in class at all today. weird right?
when i sleep early in the night, i still sleep in sch the next morning but when i slept late , i never sleep in class. maybe becos God answer my prayer:D GREAT.

kay did nothing much.
ming jie my didi so bad . stick out his tongue to me when saw me in sch. lol
nevermind , innocent + cute brother:D
hehe

wah , today outside sch damn scary.
i tio shock by a damn big Bird(crow). he flew past a jyss boy and nearly attack him. i was like infront of the boy den i started to jump back cos too shock. my heart beat like damn fast. den wanqing was like speechless. i think she 1st time see me tio shock by animal. haha. wah wat if the bird attack me?
scary. shall not say about this le.

:( get scolding by principal today.
just becos of my unaccepted hair rubberband. joke right? LOL
i totally forgot wat i want to blog le. like seriously becos kenna disturb by a call.
maybe i shld end here and blog other day cos JH waiting for my phone call LOL

kay bye:D
not going sch 2moro cos bring mum to see doctor^^
BYE:D
the feeling finally gone. no more sad.
maybe there's lots of entertainment around me and i dont need his anymore:D
teehee. <3 my life.
FLIRT !!!! your life not mine:D

A person who truly loves you would respect you.

2011-04-25T03:54:00.003+08:00

Tired:(
Kay it's already 3am in the morning and yet I'm not asleep :( !!! Somemore I'm going to sch later again how to survive? Just pray hard that I won't sleep in class when teacher is teaching. Blogging using my iPhone:)

From now onward ,i try not to on laptop unless I really need to.
Shall tell u guys what interesting things I did on Sunday which is yesterday lah. Lol
Morning when to church:D this is of cos a must :) ok idk why this few days , learned and absorb lots of new things which is important for me to take heed.
1st : learned that we shldn't take granted of our civil leaders.
Did u notice that singaporean loves to complain alot? A little of things that dissatisfied them, they will blame the government for not allowing thing to happen the way they like as if government is their God. Hey the government doesnt not know such thing happening . They are not god to allow thing to alway stay prefect.
2nd : government is not our god neither is he our servant . He is God's appointed leaders and we shld give our support to them no matter what happened . Therefore, we must respect our government.

Next thing that learn from church during the youth bible lesson was all link with social study . K its my uncle story's. Interesting:D wondering why he kno so much about ss? He talk abt boys defending Singapore in times of war. Not only tat but also , he say that Singaporean are able to gather about 250000 soldier in 2 hours time from all different places to fight during the war cos almost all the boys are trained and are able to use weapon ,gun ? & many many . Great isnt it?
Kay learn alot about ss : eg army? Economic? Government? Casino? Universal studio ? Other country stuff? Weird right? Gods links so many topic at one shot:) haha that why I learned alot stuff today:x not only that but ....

Learned also thar Guys now doesn't really love u, they tell u that they love you but actually they loves ur beauty only. This is not call love!!! Idk why I believe that person? Regretted alot. LOOK at this!!! If the boys truly loves you, they would respect you. Understand? Most
guys go after other stuff not .... Bleh bleh bleh!!! Shall not say abt that.
Kay another things is that people make promises they never keep it. This is not pleasing in the sight of god!!! Therefore ppl pls keep ur promise!!(learn during baptism classes )

Bought my bling bling iPhone 4 cover already + screen protective cover. Not really that nice but it's not bad. Idk why when I put the screen cover , there's bubble in it:( not nice . Irritating . Shld have call them to help me put:'( hais nevermind. Next time when I go change the cover den ask them to help me. Waste my money on this screen cover.

Kay I'm tired after copying bio note. Shall end here
BYE^^

Boring life-.-

2011-04-23T20:14:00.000+08:00

after since that happened, life totally change.
just hate the way how i live.
boring life. hais.

never study for like 3 days already-.-
just becos im trying to download thing to my iphone , i never study.
use computer for like the whole day which i can actually study.
this time round , i gonna flunk mye test.

i dont even know how to download stuff at my iphone.
my brother selfish dont even help me when i request it to him.
keep say wait den after never even help.
frustrated-.-

kay i want to get pink iphone cover .
wanted to get it just now but too lazy to go out house.
idk why my facebook not working at my iphone.
i cant see ppl news feed-.- keep say donno wat no internet connection when there's internet connection . irritated by it.

kay shall end here.
now going do church work.
tired max :x
BYE BYE:D

happy girl^^

2011-04-22T18:53:00.000+08:00

haish...level up by 2point only.
i HATE to play game. so irritating. cant get the scored i wanted!!!
-.- actually bored that why i play.
dont feel like stopping until i get the scored i wanted to get.
oh great , i level up by 1 point. haish.
only one point.-.-!!!
oh yeah. i give up. not playing anymore.

ok church outing abit boring but i kind of enjoy myself.
we went to asian civilisations museum:D jasmine took alot of pic:D
especially.... haha bleh bleh bleh:D haha
after church outing, when shopping with jasmine.
brought clothes but not really like it.
jasmine brought two long dresses:D
gonna wear long dress next time when we go out tgt:D

tired cos walk/stand for longs hours today.
later going out to buy hp.
idiot. waiting for my dad.
he so long. donno purposely or wat-.-
idiot. later cannot buy again if he continue to delay the time.
:D bye bye

finally go out with jasmine . we like so long never go out tgt leh. haha
told her my secrets. i should listen to my friends advise.
not worthy to be emo just becos of that.
so FROM NOW ONWARDS, I GOTTA FORGET EVERYTHING AND BE A HAPPY HAPPY GIRL:DD

he's so handsome:D
LOL handsome handsome:P :$
i gotta make more handsome friends:D
it's been a long time since i stared at boys. haha:$
today saw many many handsome boys.
actually not many maybe not consider handsome to me xD
handsome must look like some kpop boys like super junior the Siwon? or maybe cute guys must look like Ryeowook? haha.
singapore very less handsome guys. -.-
i rather go korea cos got many many handsome boys unlike singapore.
i think singapore only got alot chiobu .unfair!!!

kay randomly blogging about handsome boys?
weird me....

You took away my ability to love someone else.

2011-04-22T01:02:00.002+08:00

Thank you .
I'm not upset because our friendship/relationship is dying but I'm upset because you're not doing anything to save it.
Thank you !!!

ok did nothing much .
Just alittle upset with things happpening around me.
dont worry friends , i'm alright cos i'm always seem so happy but yet inside heart so sad.
no lah. kidding:P
i'm always happy:D
Friends around me love my laughter so much .
they could hardly not hear my laughter cos i'm laughing every single minutes.
Agree right friends?

ok i got go sch on thursday ok.
i'm a good good girl:D
went to sch also did nothing much.
sigh. only go sch for the oral English oral exam.
but atleast i did learned something new during biology lesson.
STOP KILLING SHARK!!!cos they are innocent creatures.
can u imagine that shark died each year just because human are cuting off their fins?
how could a shark probably survive without its fins to swim?
joke right?
LOL

okay i should be happy that today is GOOD FRIDAY:D
shall forget all the unhappy things and look forward for the better :D
teehee:D going church outing 2moro.
i really hope that i can enjoy myself. promise not to emo 2moro:D
happy mad girl cos jasmine is coming along with me:D
we gotta take alot of picture 2moro:D

BYEBYE:D
GOOD FRIDAY to all my christian friends:D
thx many many unknown ppl who also cheered me up:D
getting iphone 4 but it's expensive D:

The place you stand has tears of you & me.

2011-04-20T16:26:00.002+08:00

maybe it's the 1st time happening to me .
i will get over it sooner later.
but if i say i'm perfectly fine right now then i would be lying.
sometimes you say it's ok but secretly knowing its killing you inside.

I love Teletubbies:D HAHA
especially the Red one xD LOL
miss my childhood life xD
sorry i switched my topic again.LOL
but seriously i love teletubbies...
i'm random weird girl. :X

i'm switching my topic AGAIN.HAHAHA
yesterday the yesterday the yesterday, i drew a snail and a tikopei boy somewhere at either my sec 4 math textbook or sec 5 math testbook but i can't find the drawing already if not i will be taking picture and posting them here xD but yesterday the yesterday, i drew a elephant on my sec 5 math textbook xD LOL and today i drew a tortoise + a nerd boy at my sec 5 math textbook xD joke. studying + drawing. haha . left a few more question to do den i have finish covering the chapter on vector xD great job !!! it only prove me that i can do it.ok i understand the topic now but its kindda abit hard . happy!!! starting on chemistry moles concept later.
2moro got test but i dont think i will go for the test.
kay i skipped sch once again. leave me alone cos i dont wanna to be in sch. i know i missed alot of lesson but this is my choices. i can cover those topic on my own. i just hate being in sch where i can't stop but think.... Nobody really cares actually, even if those who cares, none understand. life is like that. suckish forever until the day of election.

Worst still is the feeling get back every now and then. it take a seconds for me to think of you and the day will be gone just like that.Just dont force me to do it again. i will never. Seriously i have no idea of what you are thinking but i just hope that i can read your mind and heart.Love,joy,sad,angry and hate always occur on me every now and then. i dont know why but i will avoid everything now. i just want the truth answer . What's wrong with me now? i also donno. maybe physically ok but emotionally weak?If that one little thing hadn't happened , things would be so different. i really hope u understand. For now, i gotta go my own way.

Therefore , the conclusion is :
i see no reason why i should take friendship and relationship seriously because this type of the thing are just games . if you feel like playing then just play with it. but if u see no purpose in it then just throw it.
That is why many peoples say that love is just a game. And i totally agree with it. It's not just that but many many. Love is simple. Just play cos it's about either u lose or win. The loser will be very sad of cos but the winner will be very happy indeed.

Lastly, i hope that i will never past by that place where you and me were once there before. it's becos it bring lots of sad and unforgotten memories. i just hope that next year will meet new friends, new clique and new ways of life. i gotta change everything of me after my o's then u can hardly recognise me. Friends, be prepare to see the different me after o's :D teehee.

i'm switching topic once again.
i going to buy new handphone soon.
Changing my hp number too.
i seriously cant wait to change my handphone number.
my dad want to bring me to the singtel shop later at TM if im not wrong.
i think i gotta get a iphone 4. but i have to pay for my bills myself:(
lol nevermind atleast i can get a new handphone.
just hope that my dad keep his words but maybe he forgotten?
nevermind if today cant buy a new handphone then i will buy it some other day.
but i'm seriously getting a new phone cos my phone seriously spoilt already . only can sms friends but can't call them cos they cant hear me at all.

Bye shall end here.
:D playtime is over. :DD

silly girl

2011-04-18T22:13:00.001+08:00

i will not mention about your name anymore.
one last time and it's enough .
everything will be keep deeply in my heart.
i will keep those pictures as a memory.
i will have a look at them again if i really freak out or miss you or sad or happy or bored .
i want to save every picture cos i can look at them when i'm bored.
everything!! the childhood pictures of us, the unglam pictures of us, the ugly pictures of us and many many.
when i look at them, i will have a good laughter.

that all.
silly girl cry when she really cant get the things she wants!!!
When silly girl get mature, she tend to hid things from her mummy and daddy.
she's afraid to tell them her trouble because she's thinks that she can solve them herself.
silly girl has a deep thought and ignorance to small things which she had never experience it before but when it happen, she really regretted and wish that she's could turn back.
After all , silly girl is her mummy princess:D

BYE:D reblogging for the second time D:
bored D:
i shld go study NOW!!!
friends i love you all:D
bye byes.
haha im a crazy girl D:
seriouslY!!! LOL

happy cos Jasmine agree to join me to attend my church outing this coming good friday:D hehe

I'm a strong girl.

2011-04-18T21:15:00.001+08:00

no matter what happen, i will stay strong.
trying my best not to emo.
Tired mad !!!!

Always sleep during lesson-.-
Music is the best to keep me awake. & stay alert.
I'm not going to sch 2moro and wednesday again.
friends dont angry:D
The reason why i'm not going to sch becos
1st: i can't concentrate .
2nd: i'm tired & i sleep in class.
3th: i dont pay attention & disturb friends around me by my talking and laughter.
4th: instead of listening to teacher, i imagine stuff.
5th: i rather study at home .
kay & more.

pls don't do something permanently stupid just because you are temporarily upset .

went home alone today cos brother dont want wait for me.
it was good cos i start thinking stuff and considering wat to do when riding in the bus...
think for a long time and i decided that i shall concentrate on my o's NOW!!!
shall not let anything affect my o's.
i can never forget but i shall adapt to it.
if long le den i will get use to it and slowly will forget about it.
last time , i use to think that my friends are stupid when they emo but now i know how they are feeling cos it happen to me.
anyway life is much better if i will to ignore something the last time but i choose to do it the another way round so i have to blame myself for being stupid to believe and agree .
so all i have to do now is to focus on my studies.

if only i can change the things that has come to pass to nothing happen den it will be much better but too bad. i cant erase those things that have already come to pass. the only thing that i can do now is to move on my life and wish for the better to come.

i still have to Thank God for the many things that have already come to pass and i only have to hope that it will never happen again in the future.

okay learn something interesting during Bio.
friends that learn bio shld know wat i'm talking.
ok keep laughing during bio lesson cos the teacher action damn funny.
lol the teacher really look like Jasmine elder sister espeacially their super dramatic reaction .
Me and jasmine keep laughing till our cheek and stomach damn pain and tired. maybe i can laugh until i cry cos her reaction and everything really very funny. LOL
JOKE!!! HAHAHA

math remedial i super focus cos got music to keep me alert.
by the way , i love solving math problem . cos i am super desperate to get the correct answer. haha
that why i love math alot:D HEHE
therefore math dont give me a problem:D

kay shall end here now
going study till 12midnight :D
fb really very entertaining xD
cos alot interesting ppl entertaining me xD HAHA
BYE^^

i'm sorry .

2011-04-17T22:05:00.000+08:00

I apologize .
Sorry, sorry & sorry!
forgive me?

k useless lah. who will read this boring blog of mine-.-
joke !!!

dont feel like going sch 2moro leh. how?
i also haven do chem homework-.-
haish!!!!
mid year confirm fail. :(
nevermind . fail MYE but i MUST pass prelim:D
wish me all the best. teehee^^

1week 1days:( haish.
hey , thank friends of mine for cheering me up.
i try my best to not emo cos i dont like emo.

keep myself busy cos i dont want to imagine stuff but idk i still rmb them?==
i rmb the smell & everything.
irritating sia. like that cant focus on my studies.
just now i can smell that smell again.
2 times somemore-.-

Just now morning go church.
Learn something new.
den reach home early today cos church end quite early today cos no baptism class.
den 3pm go out again to buy stuff.
met wanqing at Tampines mall.
we bought lots of stuff :P
happy but money spend so fast finish :'(
nevermind cos i save money super fast also. haha
this few weeks keep spend so much money cos keep go out.
den just now half way walking to TM den i smell that smell again.
den i told wanqing. den she laugh at me.she say of cos can rmb tat smell cos bleh bleh bleh...
dont wish to elaborate-.-
den now using laptop also can smell that kind of smell.
maybe i think/ imagine too much le.

last friday went to White Sand with Wanqing just to take neoprint.
should not have go cos not really that nice also. waste MRT fare. lol
go there den rmb stuff again. -.-
that why shld not go there.

life sucks-.-
kay never study the whole day today.
cos fb to entertaining already.
LOL
kay bye~

i'm waiting for your answer.

2011-04-15T13:20:00.000+08:00

i'm seriously waiting for ur answer.

i cried last night again.
Fuck my life.
i can't imagine i do that again just becos of something.
dumb girl.

waiting for his answer.

kay. later going library to study with sister.
wish me all the best.
never go sch cos i don't wish to.
kay bye^^

Are you taking advantage of me?

2011-04-14T22:06:00.003+08:00

ok oh my tian.
blog dead for like 3 days.
actually i purposely never blog.
yesterday never go sch cos wanted to stay at home and study.
Didn't know that WQ also never go sch until i call her to ask her if got homework.
feel so dumb . lol

today when to school cos got alot lesson.
if there's no science lesson den i will not go sch cos waste of time.
ok today happen alot of thing.
quite interesting also.
never go morning test today cos idk got wat test.
when i reach sch , i feel like vomiting cos very giddy.
den after reading period. thought can read my storybook but need go the Ne thingy.
sian. ended up never read anything.sigh:(

English lesson was boring.i dont really like the way how the teacher teach somemore the weather is killing me making my mood super moody.
i was sleeping for the whole math lesson also cos i dont understand the topic on vector. sad. i dont like mdm teng teaching. cannot even understand wat she's talking.
Jiaohao so bad. hit my table when im sleeping. idiot sia. he shock + scard me.
lol. not in the good mood cos keeping thinking stuff.
den recess time, i study math + listen to music.
lunch time, chatting with sister Wq.
i finally told her wat happened. actually i was super sad + scard but now much better after telling her wat happened. we chat till we forgot the time.
joke. den we decided to continue to chat since we super tired ending up skipping bio lesson.
mood change cos weather change.
mood was super good during poa lesson.
lol ignoring someone. i feel so bad but no choice mah. :x

after poa lesson was chemistry practical lesson.
i enjoy myself although feeling very tired.
my experiment was successfully done. haha
time to go home since chem lesson was over.
heavy rain somemore.

kay when i walk out of the science lab den i saw my brother with his 3 other friends.i swear that they were damn wet maybe becos they played in the rain?
fuck bodoh. That CHUA JIE LIANG come scard me and wq with an alive frog.
i also donno where the hell did he catch those alive frog. lol. me & wq scard till we scream and start running to the girl toilet. lol
den that JL run inside the girl toilet to scard us. i keep screaming. lol
joke of the day. luckily my bro save my life. lol he told jieliang to stop & let the frog go.
but idk wat he did. if im not wrong ,instead of letting go of the frog, he went to scard wong jiajia laoshi.
bad. lol den i heard from james that jiajia scream super loud . lol den after that jieliang tio sent to RR.
serve him right, LOL who call him use that frog to scard ppl. lol
those boys were so wet.lol if im not wrong, james say they play with water in the toilet. joke + childish lame shit of small kid . (wanqing why never teach ur brother that it's wrong to scard girl with small creature?)
after that stuck in jyss due to heavy rain.
no choice , i follow my brother & his friend to walk in the rain. feel so guilty cos never wait with Wanqing till rain stop. kelian her cos she alone in sch. luckily jieliang her naughty bro saw her den acompany her to wait for the rain to stop if not i feel even more guilty.

nothing much to blog already.
2moro i'm going to pon sch again.
:D sorry im bad.
i have change to a totally different person.
haven tell my dad that im not going sch 2moro. how tell him? he's sleeping like pig on the cosy sofa.
nevermind shall wait till he's awake den tell him.

Ignoring my message?
5days no sms me already.
wondering if ...

why so complicated?
no regret T.T
BYE:D

T_T .....
im stupid. now than know that if i let go than i'm the one who is taken advantage off.FUCK YOU!!!_|_

Trust?

2011-04-10T22:42:00.007+08:00

confused.
ok shall re-blog about church today.

church was great.
Proverbs 5.
i was greatly affected after reading this verse.
Is God trying to tell me something?
ok i dont think it's coincidence that the church was reading this verse today again.
cos yesterday i was reading some historical stuff in the internet and this verse was there too.so i was curious and i opened my bible to read it. i was astounded after reading that verse.
although i do not really know the meaning but i knew that there's something behind those spoken words.Luckily the preacher explained the meaning today. i understood but i was confused.

Think twice before doing those foolish stuff!!!
Exodus 20:2-17.
stop all temptation.
STOP !!!!

i hope im not dumb!
i wish im not slow too.
too bad. i was born this way.

hais. to believe or not.
sian!!!
trust?
ask me to do this kind of stuff.
siao siao siao.
never will i do this kind of stuff.

ok Andrea told me to watch some video to educate myself.
lol. but i will not.
NEVER!!!
i dont wish to educate myself with this kind of stuff.
dumb den dumb lor.
i rather hate myself den to commit adultery.
i promised myself no more this year. once is enough.
disgusting .
sorry but i have to change.
change to be a better person.

sometimes i dont understand why people like using the f words?(actually i also got use but im trying to stop using it)
do u know the meaning?
okay. make me so pissed off just now.
idk why this few days mood change super fast.

nvrmind, forgive you guys^^
hehe.

okay.
idk lah. but i can smell your fragance.

okay. some pictures that i managed to capture today since i was bored in church doing nothing at that timing.
bye:DD

confuse.

2011-04-10T07:55:00.001+08:00

Life suck alot.
reblogging again later .
Bye.

That really fast.

2011-04-09T17:47:00.001+08:00

blog awhile den soon gotta do church work.
just now go pasir ris meet someone.
den after chat le den headed back tampines.
den from tampines go look for something.
want to meet friend but i think she's still working at this time
den go back 400+ den go collect contact lens
but shop like not open den headed back home since it's going to rain.

today suay. saw my dad taxi.
donno if he got see me.
ahh nevermind. saw then saw lor.
i also have nothing to say.

bye:D
i'm innocent.

The sad things about us is...............

2011-04-08T23:48:00.001+08:00

Tired mad me.
today super tired.
kay sleeping during geo & math lesson._.
den i thought end sch at 12.30 but actually not.
still need stay back chinese extra lesson till 1.45pm
can u imagine having 4 period of chinese?
but luckily got learn something if not wasting my time.

kay after that reached home at about 2plus. luckily Wanqing haven reach library yet.
went home to wash up + change home clothes and pack bag .
after that, eat lunch than straight away rush to library.
took about 30 min to get ready. very tired cos i was rushing.
lol joke. reached library about 3.25pm.
i thought Wq reach le but ended up not. haha i earlier den her. lol
so since she haven reach yet den i went to look for storybook to read.
my current storybook very boring so i decided not to continue to read them.
ok borrow one storybook. quite nice to read. lol cant let u guy know wat is the storybook im reading right now cos abit paiseh cos ....watever!! haha. Wq only know wat i mean xD

study till 6.30pm den Wanqing say she want go eat her dinner cos she hungry le but i never eat instead i was looking at a little girl eating rotting prata at the same time reading my storybook. she's grossed manzx. i was disgusted at the way how she use her hand to eat .sorry im bad HAHA
ok only study chapter 1(math) of sec 4 topic.
nevermind.shall continue recaping sec 4 math topic 2moro after study chemistry of mole concept.
still got undone church work.alot of finish D: & summore the baptism worksheet very difficult to do cos the english too chim le den i dont understand. try my best to finish doing them by later. hehe

okies. after Wq finish eating , we went to take neoprint cos very long no take le. den capture some pic of us .Also went to t1 to see rings. planning to buy something for sister aniversary.
After that when back to interchange. den meet brother and dad cos my dad want sent my bro back to "HIS" home at bedok. actually thought can straight away go home but never. travel to bedok den back to tampines. -.- took about 3 buses just for my brother. most suay is take same bus as one of the junyuan teacher. reach home already half past 9 ++
tired leh. actually i agree to follow my dad to accompany him to sent joseph back is because can walk more at the same time can exercise mah. im killing 3 birds in one stone. haha like that can slim down.hehe.
when reach home already hungry cos 9 plus mah.mother already keep all the uneaten food so no choice . Cant eat dinner but i just ate a slice of bananas cake.so should be ok. Gastic damn pain. hais!dk why everytime like that.

kay end here le .
BYE:D

look at my untidy dressing table:P

pictures of today:D
BYE BYE:DD

You are my refuge & my strength:D

2011-04-07T20:36:00.000+08:00

picture 1

picture 2

ok I have been editing picture by the time i reached home.

ok i still think that it's not really that nice.

maybe if Wanqing edit it will be much more nicer.

kay pls vote for either picture 1 or 2 . if u think pic 1 is nicer than vote for 1 but if u think that pic 2 is nicer than vote for it:D

i thought can study math today but i reached home never study but instead i use computer to edit pic.

nevermind.

later than study.

hope that they can keep silent for a day.

cant really study cos house too noisy.

2moro going library study with sister:D

hehe.

kay.

BYE^^

You are the missing pieaces in my life.

2011-04-06T16:54:00.004+08:00

Friends must be wondering why i'm not in sch today.
actually , not because i'm sick or something.
I decided not to go sch b'cos going late for sch already .
not my fault.waited for him damn long. he's not home yet and by the time, he reaches home confirm 8 already.
so i told my mum to call him to tell him we don't want go sch already.i'm tired of getting caught by teachers for my attire so i rather not go sch.
ok so joseph only went to sch. James,John & me pon sch today.
go sch also waste time.
i rather stay at home & study.
study finish 2 topic already. left with 2more topic.

hope that teachers faster finish teaching all the syllabus.
so that i can stay at home and do revision by myself.
going sch seriously wasting of time. somemore very tiring.
den reach home confirm no mood to study.

none really bother about my existence.
if they really care, than they will ask.
maybe only one of the hundred of them really care if im present or not.
therefore this prove that we are just someone who say "hi" when the day start & "bye" to each other when the day ends.
:D

i think even if i die one day, they will not even notice:D

kay after blogging shall go back study the two more undone topic of bio den after that do Algebra package , do homework &write some phrases to guide book den if got time den do church work.
shall sleep late tonight again cos i think tonight confirm not so tired.

bye:D
quite happy becos i finally start revision:D hehe

once a nerd but now no more:D

2011-04-05T17:14:00.004+08:00

long long time ago picture(december if im not wrong)

It's going to rain:( how go out? sigh!!!
ITS RAINING NOW!!!!:(( I WANT GO OUT LAH!!!
why raining at this time?
damn it!!!!:(((( & it's raining heavily!!! D:

i think i almost shout that words to him.
maybe i think he saw that sign already.
dun care lah. he deserved it.
irritating bitch.

Learned something new during geo lesson.
i must go to university and get a degree !!
cos next time, Stardard of living confirm very high.
singapore is changing.
everything are getting expensive.
houses are getting expensive too.
becos of the development , we can't survive without money.
therefore education is important.
people with no education might be enjoying now but will suffer when they are older.
student ,pls keep that in mind.
if you do not want to suffer than study harder:D

you getting over my head.
you are mentally clever but physically stupid!!!!
NERD FREAK!!!
sorry but that's true.
:D peace!!

i prefer to be mentally stupid but physically clever.
LOL funny.
i asked my older brother what does he thinks if i call people mentally clever but physically stupid.
His answer was"the person must be a NERD!" LOL
i have to admit that he know me so well._.

okay nothing much to say le.
Leg muscle seriously damn freaking pain. i even have difficulties walking now the stair D:
BYE^^( sorry i don't offend people unless they offended me 1st.)

waiting tonight:D

2011-04-04T20:19:00.003+08:00

waiting tonight:D

Shall blog awhile .

i did enjoy myself in sch today although it was a tiring day._.

Learned something new today during PE lesson.

First Aid :D PE lesson was funny today. i keep laughing non-stop. LOL

ok actually not only today but everyday. HAHA friends beside me should know xD HAHA

2moro got Bio test. haven start study yet cos today ended sch quite late .

by the time i reached home was already around 6pm.

hais. maybe i shall sleep late tonight and study for 2moro test. not only study for test but to do some of my homework which i think is impossible to be complete by tonight.

Legs muscle cramp.
Damn pain.
hais maybe becos of the vigorous exercise yesterday.
i need some massage .

kay off to do homework le.^^

BYE:D

The Lost sheep.

2011-04-03T18:04:00.000+08:00

hi peep:D
i was motivated by today sermon that was preached this morning.
The story was about the sheperd & his lost sheep.
The sheep never follow his sheperd ,go his own way & he was lost now.
if you got notice, we are like the lost sheep. we like to go our own way & never like to follow the Lord Jesus christ. That is why we are lost.
Thank God . He is good & merciful to us.
He sent his son to die on the cross to save us from our sin.
if not because of him, we will be suffering right now.
we are sinful creatures who hated him so much.
we should change and accept God's LOVE!

best sermon i ever heard.(Y) today abit special cos got English & Chinese translator.
maybe they should continue to do that.
hehe:D

ok since it's raining, i gotta run up & down the staircase instead of jogging in the park.
must exercise more often . Ate quite alot today so i shall skip dinner tonight.
quite happy also cos i have been exercising nowaday but i think i should cut down my intake.especially oily food.

happy happy. cos Tay Wan Qing finally create blog. HAHA
hey sister, better update more often HOR!!! cos i want read!!:D

kay shall go exercise now.
BYE^^

i have nothing better to do.

2011-04-03T01:57:00.002+08:00

There's meaning behind those words.

okay. The reason why i'm doing all these foolish stuff b'cos i'm bored.

i should be sleeping at this time but idk why i feel like bloging?

sigh. i pollute my math textbook with drawing instead of doing those math question.

my book is dirty now.LOL

nevermind. At least , i know that i'm creative. HAHA:)

BYE^^

THE BEST day of the MONTH:D

2011-04-01T23:05:00.007+08:00

ok .
many many things to say.
hais . donno how to start.
HOW?

ok this is what i do today^^
3.30am: wake up to remove my lens.
3.34am: do math homework.
4.15am: copy ss notes.
4.25am: pack my sch bags.
4.45am: go back to sleep;P
5.01am: dad call me wake up to get ready for sch.
5.45am: bath finish
6.00am: dry hair + study chem formula.
6.15am: comb and tie hair and do other stuff.
6.48am: leave house to go sch
7.10am: reach sch.
7.15am: jasmine & aliah reach sch.
7.18am: 1st prank ready to scared friends. ( scared until farisha.) LOL xD i bluff her got cockroach got she believe without knowing that it was a fool. HAHAHA evil smile=D
den 2nd prank is on wanqing. LOL!!
she came walking into the class with rush cos late already den i was like " HEY WANQING, BECAREFUL!!! GOT LIZARD!!!" den she tio shock + jumb like a G6^^ HAHAHA.
den i was like laughing till going mad. den after she tio shock den i say to her" APRIL FOOL!"
den friend start laughing. LOL funny seh.
& nothing much happen after that but something happen after sch.

I FINALLY GET TO TRICK DARYN!!!!!!
ok he started disturbing me 1st so i trick him lor.
i told him this} "hey daryn why ur hair got something?" den he went to touch his head to make the things drop but after that i told him its was just a fool. den i say " APRIL FOOL " to him den he ps already den he show me this sign > (Y) :D HAHAH. i WIN!! HAHA
i trick him. OMG can't believe it! LOL
too bad ..Aliah & jasmine dont get to see it:(
lol. i also trick JASMINE!!! LOL
i trick her saying that i stead with someone le. den she also believe leh. LOL!!!
funny right??

12.35: mother tongue oral.
wah sibei long you know. inside the room can bored to death.
i was the last 3 person waiting for my turn to come.
luckily jasmine let me listen to her music to relax yi xia. if not sure sian.
not only that lah. smsing friend to keep myself awake.

ok mother tongue oral was scary.
miss wang never look at me at all lor.she so scary.
i was like so nervous that i keep pause lor.
den read alot of wrong words + i keep jumb the word even when i know how to read them. -.-
hais den when come to conversation, the teacher keep ask me question but she never look at me when i replying her leh.
den i seriously donno how to say . but i anyhow answer her . all in broken chinese. lol but i really try my best to answer her in chinese leh .lol actually hor, wang laoshi purposely don't stare at me to test me if i really can focus. den she tell me if o'level , the teacher like that than we shld continue to answer her , dont bother and ingore her attitude.
overall, i think did ok for oral although i fail the reading part . For reading i get only 4/10 , i get 18/30 for conversation.total: 22/40
haha not bad for my case cos my chinese really suck ttm!

after that go home time:D
weather was bad. very hot so i rather call my dad to ride me home instead of taking bus.
i was"KIND" HAHA to send jasmine & wanqing home. hahaha
ok wanqing mood not so good for the past few days so i try my best not to make her angry.
haha kelian her. she knock her head when she going out the taxi. lol my bad cos i laugh at her . ps sorry ah:x
den jasmines joker sia !!! SHE damn funny lahh.
make me laugh . when my dad ask her question den all her answer super funny.
lol and she keep taking revenge / chance to disturb joseph. funny + hard to elaborate. LOL

reach home den rest den bath den eat den go out.
den after around 7plus when to meet older bro to buy contact. the shop owner super friendly .(Y)
den walk around look look wth bro + talking den when to buy bbt den go home le.
8plus home le den use fb and other.
today alot ppl entertain me + i entertain alot ppl too.

huimin: LOVE YOU. HAHA miss u too<3 i think u shld follow ur heart.i also will der:D HEHE( u know and i know:P)
WanQing:don't angry,sad + emo le:D be happy kay.(next week , my turn to moodswing.) haha
Aliah: u will find ur true love someday^^ so don't sad:D tell u sis to focus o's 1st cos she this few days abit emo:x
Jasmine: you super cheerful:D keep made me laugh today. lol
Andrea: dont sad/jealous if u saw me & WQ sleeping tgt:D HAHA cos u give me ur second chuwen on my hand:(
others: BE HAPPY & HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY^^

hehe . i finally got exercise today.
im exercising 2moro again.
i going to burn all my fats!!!!!

BYE:D

Silence is a girl's loudest cry.

2011-03-31T19:06:00.005+08:00

Just can't control myself....

-.- make me late for morning test.
this time, confirm fail this test again
hais!!!!

u also wouldn't know the pain cos u have no feeling for her.
BYE reader^^
weather damn hot!!!!!

Quote:Silence is a girl's loudest cry.

no time le!!

2011-03-30T16:38:00.002+08:00

i think i should not waste time anymore le.
2days to April le.
it's getting near to o'level.
yet i have not started study yet.
but after updating blog shall do homework den revise for 2moro POA test den start revising some subject.

JIAYOU^^
ok friends might think im crazy cos i keep laughing.
cos keep imagine stuff mah.
CRAZY GIRL.
:D

watch this.

BYE reader^^

sigh! tired D:

2011-03-29T16:16:00.002+08:00

although today end sch early, im still damn tired.
maybe cos sleep at 3.30am this morning?
lack of sleep!!! that idiot pig never come sch .LOL enjoying to sleep while i have to listen to lesson with a sleepy face... damn you! LOL.

hais later still need go study at 4.45.
hope none will be late so can finish study early.
SIAO! im dying soon.
maybe must sleep early tonight.
waiting! faster 4.45 lah. LOL
i want faster study den can rest early .

oh damn ass!
LOL. best REJECT sentences> someone steal my heart away le. LOL
too bad :D
i only like one person moreover if i entertain u guys den like that = to flirt?like that someone also will jealous mah.
siao ! sorry ah=)

seriously damn busy leh.
can't even enjoy myself.
olevel is like that.
after o's , i gotta enjoy myself like some mad crazy girl.
actually what A'liah say to daryn is true.
i seldom watch movies.
guess how long i never watch movies already?
from the beginning of the year till NOW!
ok actually many ask me go watch movie but i reject all.
can't blame me.

hais. those will just excuses.
i hate giving reason cos i think that all of it are crap + rubbish.
Liar Liar pant on FIRE!

kay they finally arrived le.
bye shall go open door & entertain them.
den study den nights den using laptop again if i free le.
BYE^^

I GIVE UP!

2011-03-28T19:12:00.000+08:00

Do E-learning until mad.
so I GIVE UP!!
my house so noisy, how to concentrate ?
DAMN IT!!!
MAKE ME SO PEKCEK!!!
don't want do already. GIVE UP GIVE UP & GIVE UP!
do math can do until siao.
i dont even know/ understand the question.

if only i can sew his BIG MOUTH!!!
STUP UP bitch!!!!!
this time round , CA mark confirm fail.
hais.
THAT IS WHY I HATE E-LEARNING.
so far , i only do english finish.

WASTING MY TIME DOING those math question.
make me so angry.
-.-!!!!
.....................................................................................

after this , go bath den eat den do homework
not doing E-learning already.
never even learn anything also.
BYE!!!!
just now shld have do homework instead of wasting time on the E-learning.

e-learning day:D

2011-03-28T01:12:00.000+08:00

counted as 2days .
BUSY!

still need call 2 person den text one person .
lols busy .
BYE^^

Life Sucks!!

2011-03-26T20:09:00.001+08:00

today cross country at bedok reservoir.
did nothing much actually.
actually i got run although i was planning not to run.
NEVER SAW TAY CONG HENG. LOL
if only we really run for the whole round maybe can get top 50? but who cares? LOL

my friend , pls cheer up!
i be there for u^^
OMG , 1year plus than suddenly something like that happened.
of cos , its complicated.
too bad. but u have to move on.
i'm glad that she's strong.

for me, i think that one is enough.
no other but one.
understand?
if really want than pls take it seriously.
don't play with each other feeling .
NOT FUN AT ALL!

bye going do church work.
why can't tell someone?
you have to admit & stop denying the fact.
cos if i die one day, at least there's someone who knows what happening.
u may get away this time round but u can't run away forever.

Annoying!:@

2011-03-25T22:41:00.004+08:00

omg so sweet <3 (Y)
LOL ~

if only that me than i'm blessed :)
now is what generation already?
who say girls cook only?
boys must also know how to cook + do housework also lor. -.-
ok actually none of my brothers knows how to do those stuff.
maybe when they are married than they do those stuff?
LOL who knows!?

*open mouth*
*feed*
*bite*
*close mouth*
*chewing in process*
^.< hehe!!(Y)

shocking.
never know that my primary sch classmate same class as you until i start stalking.
what if really happen one day leh?
will paiseh one leh.what if (pri sch classmate)reveal my past? *The unknown me*
but as i scroll down, i notice that i don't even know anything related to that person in the past.
quite scary.
quite jealous also.
cos no updates unlike last time.NOTHING !!!
even others can but i can't.
no entertainment also.maybe others got but i don't .
sianzxx to the max lor.

actually that feeling slowly disappearing.
cool!
good for me also.
like that won't stare into space anymore.
won't imagine stuff also.
won't daydream also.
won't become someone else.
won't wait.
& many many more. =) great.

Quote : Never believe words that are so touching!
Reason : becos if u believe & if it never meet ur aspectation ,u get so upsad , maybe hurt? or maybe emotional.

that is why i don't believe in hope or maybe something else.
but i believe in this only :" the only hope is in christ alone.":D
others NO!

i don't wait,hope or believe!
that me.

i totally agree that facebook represent YOU or reflect about ur character.
that why many peoples say when updating , try not to post stuff that reflect badly on you.
cos if peoples wants to know more about the inside you, than the best way is to stalk you through your facebook account.
but i actually dont really care what people thinks of me.
so i dont give it a damn to not update my wall with nosensical stuff.
cos ur impression/thoughts of me might not be the real me.
after all, DON'T forget that this is just cyber world & NOT real life/world.

BYE :D
2moro need wake up early AGAIN-.-
cos got crosscountry:( than need go bedok reservoir!!
don't feel like running cos i think that it's impossible for me to get top 50. maybe top 100 can but 50?
like OMG!!
although i ran for the past three years and get top 100 but i have decided that i shall not run for this year.
can i not go ? should i pon this time round?
hais. wasting my saturday morning in such place....

Don't forgot that i'm counting the days.
since i saw it, i shall recount the days again.
if today never, than i count it as 1day.
hey i got reply everyone message okay.
GOT. i REPLY EVERYONE OKAY!!!!
so dun say i never your.
maybe im too busy to ever touch my lousy phone?
or i might find u irritating?
or i might feel that ur msg not important ?
that is when i ignore or not replying ur msg?

hehe that's me.
accept my bad habit.
BYE BYE!!!

1weeks more to April:(

2011-03-24T16:57:00.002+08:00

if only im sleeping in this room.

its SUPER PINK(Y).

tired:(

i think i must really start studying by today.

shall study till mid night today.

MUST!!! cos 1 week more to April & i have not start any revision yet!!

MAD right?-.-

starting to panic now.LIKE SERIOUSLY LOR!!!

kay

thx for those scar.

-.-Are you scared?

maybe i should scared you today. HAHA evil.=P

i have been counting the days.

Let see how long will it be.

1week? 2week? or 1month? or maybe 1whole year till december? OR NO LONGER anymore?

shall wait till midnight.

actually counted as 3 days even if its not midnight yet .

but i can understand .

cos 1 week more to April.

Kay bye.

bath den eat den time to study.

if only....

2011-03-23T16:34:00.000+08:00

u dare do it but why scared let people know/see?

....

bye^^

tired.

2011-03-22T21:57:00.000+08:00

hey pls don't believe me .
I'M A LIAR!!!!

BYE^^

hyper day^^

2011-03-21T17:24:00.004+08:00

there are all the picture:D
lols wanqing, slowly edit it hor!!!!lols
ok we gone crazy today.
take alot of picture like some mad woman.
cant blame us cos sch too boring le.
must entertain ourself den we will feel hyper.

okay i admit that i talk alot of rubbish today .
but i really cant wait for o'level to over.
cos i cant wait to enjoy those imagination plan ! HAHA
:D

dont intend to blog but since wanqing want me to post the picture here den i shall take the opportunties to blog.
super tired. hais!!
sch should end early!!!

~~idk if u purposely do that but i know the reason why lots of ........~~
~~shall not continue.~~
i love my life.
~~why should i care so much for people?~~
~~their life what, also not mine.~~
~~even if i delete u from my life, there still many other what.~~
~~i anytime can just open my mouth & accept those free gift.~~
~~why bother people who give me some fucking attitude?~~
hey by the way, girls are always like that.
they abit things also will mood change.
~~but i guess nobody will understand this feeling.~~
~~i just wish that i will forget + if only im lucky to be someone else~~ .....

& WHATEVER:P

BYE:D
teehee.

eating time^^

2011-03-20T19:44:00.002+08:00

sorry ah..
i seriously dk wat to blog .
today must zilian abit. cos very long never take picture..
very long never webcam. haha
finally webcam with friend today^^

bye i go eat my dinner le.
delicious right?
haha dont jealous.

by the way, 2moro reopen sch le.
i still haven finish homework.LOL
shall do it later.

felt so sorry for you! sorry ah!!
i dont like mean dont like!!!
nobody can force me also.
i can only go my own way.
dont sad le.HAHA

my uncle stalk my facebook:(
hais!! LOL
kay bye!!!!!!

watch this.
the children damn cute & chio!!
HAHA:)

i refused to voice out my thoughts !
so don't ask me to do so cos i won't do it.

BYE^^

=) holiday going over.

2011-03-19T18:57:00.002+08:00

i shall blog for awhile b4 taking a shower .
ok i thought can do homework just now but ended up watching video again.
maybe after shower den do?
i still got alot undone church work.
shall do it after shower den after that den do homework.

maybe im sleeping late to night again to finish up those undone stuff cos monday sch reopen already.
time to focus on my studies . promise myself to study hard den after olevel den enjoy.
wanted to download some song but abit lazy.

found some old picture in my hp.
i miss those days!!!

bye shall end here:D
i think when sch reopen, i will not update blog everyday but i try to update twice a week?
maybe only:D
enjoy the video.

It's Finally Friday!!!

2011-03-18T17:03:00.003+08:00

3 more days to sch reopen.
hais. homework still not done.
maybe 5pm chiong to do homework
hope can finish doing homework by today.

ok march holiday damn slack.
Wanted to recap some sec 4 work but fail to do so.
cos everyday use laptop watching drama and video.
....
after march holiday must seriously study already.
no more watching video.
hope can recap all sec 4 work by the end of mid April.

since i have not been enjoying myself this few month, i promise myself that i will enjoy myself after o'level.

when i was eating my breakfast + lunch just now, i was daydreaming something very randomly.
it's about having a house when i'm older .
LOL when i grow up, i want to have a super big house with super big kitchen :)
den i want to cook super delicious food like my mum cook for me everyday.
but i want my kitchen to be super clean like the picture below.

can you imagine cooking here?

LOL actually i dont really know how to cook. LOL joke right?
cos i dont really cook at home. i only know how to eat^^ LOL
cooking actually quite easy . but lazy people like me seldom cook. HAHA
i only cook if my mood super good . haha
maybe after o'level , i gotta try to cook something special . maybe something that i never cook before.
i also don't know what my brother like to eat. i only know they like to eat maggi mee cos everytime, they ask me cook for them & they ask me to cook for them cos they lazy cook for themself-.-
maybe i should try to baking cake ?super long never bake cake le. the last time i bake cake for them to eat was 2009? think so bah. LOL
maybe i should learn how to bake cake from jasmine mother cos jasmine mother bake cake like super nice to eat lor.
super jealous!! HAHA

kay lah shall end here.
BYE^^

this feeling suck ttm.

2011-03-17T12:00:00.000+08:00

Feel so sorry that im using them to keep me occupied so that i will not remember things that i dont wish to remember.
i'm suck ttm lor. _|_ing hate this feeling.
oh ya , Visit someone blog randomly.
His blog damn interesting lor.
and i like the way how he blog.

What the _|_ is wrong with me? I'm not too sure myself.
I'm slowly becoming someone I hate. Don't ask me why cause I won't say.
Guess what i'm thinking now?
There's a deep meaning in it, I won't say what but you got to understand it yourself.
sorry lor, my blog abit emo cos of that person blog. blame him.LOL but also thank him cos at least i got some idea to blog if not my blog is plain boring.
but seriously:
"I lost my smile today, so I fake a smile so no one will know"

kay not to sure if i should go meet friend downstair.
damn lazy to even leave my house.
maybe this is an excuses but seriously i hate to step out my house.
becos of the weather.
or maybe next time den meet?
since we can only meet for 45min?
FYI, IM A LAZY GIRL!!!!
till now also haven eaten breakfast.
-.- lazy to even walk to the kitchen to look for food.

kay shall end here.
im abit better now.
thank to the panodol that i took yesterday night.
panodol is a GREAT(Y) sleeping pill.
maybe i should take it every night so that i can sleep prefectly well without waking up in the middle of the night.

kay lor. shall end here^^
BYE:D

sick:(

2011-03-16T14:51:00.002+08:00

HAIS!!!
i'm sick D:

甜的还没有尝到,苦味倒吃了不少
i taste the bitterness more than the sweetness.
D:

BYE!!

teehee^^

2011-03-15T09:32:00.000+08:00

going library study for awhile den shopping time:D
like FINALLY LOR!! so long never go out shopping.
maybe , window shopping? going bugis shopping. but is for awhile only.

get my sleep at 5am.
den wake up at 8am.
pro right? LOL
but donno why i dont feel tired leh.
maybe yesterday keep sleep.
obviously i sleep at 5 cos talking on phone .
aiya most of you should know that i always talking on phone late at night.

later maybe update 2nd time when come back home.
happy cos brother help me top up my prepaid card le.
but i must try not to sms too much.
if not very fast finish.
now going bath den pack bag den time to go out.
wait i still haven eaten my breakfast.

kay lor.
BYE^^

8 more month to o'level.

2011-03-14T16:38:00.008+08:00

if say im happy den im lying.
never go out today.
got family problem again.
hais!

i need to focus more on my studies.
nowadays keep never study.
donno why i so lazy also.
just now wanted do homework ended up taking afternoon nap cos of the nice weather. -.-
maybe later den try do math homework.
very sleepy nowadays.

hais!!!
kay shall end here
BYE!!!
got a weird dream yesterday.
what if i really fail my olevel?

actually i should thank GOD for many great things that has come to pass.
for without him, i'm nothing.
also want to thank huimin for sharing with me her secret.
OMG she trust me :D happy die me. haha
maybe i should tell her mine too.
but she need wait cos maybe this week , i may not use my laptop or handphone.
cos busy week for me.

You are my All in All

video for you guys:D

it's Saturday.

2011-03-12T19:04:00.000+08:00

hi i'm rotting at home doing nothing.
don't intend to study also.
maybe night den study?
now watching video and using laptop.
so boring. hais.
i can't wait for monday^^ HAHA
i think i'm going to kbox with wanqing. :D

sian...
Seaching christian stuff at yahoo.
Found my church website}http://www.criswell-tabernacle.org/criswell-tabernacle.org/Welcome.html
Shall link it to my blog :)

Kay shall end here.
BYE^^

last day of term 1:D

2011-03-11T17:10:00.007+08:00

blogging today again.
Last day of sch:D
MARCH HOLIDAY is here^^ haha
happy cos time to relax:D
of cos not only relax but also must study lah.

still got lots of subject that i need to recap.
shall do it during my free time.
March holiday super busy lor . cos lots of people want go out with me.
monday book. tuesday also book. wednesday? thursday? friday?
who want go out with me on this three day? i also donno?

watched my drama today.
so sad. Arron and xiao feng not together anymore.
LOL. Want watch? go this link}http://sugoideas.com/drama-2010/love-buffet/

Told my dad that i want buy new handphone but he like no reply me-.-
idiot. LOL
he break his promise lor. cos he say if i pass nlevel den he buy me iphone but he never.
ask him den he told me if i pass olevel den he buy for me. idiot need wait so long lor.
hais but i think he fake one lah. confirm won't buy.
i told him i use my money buy myself but he no reply me-.- hais
he only return me back my bank book but never say anything about iphone.
i need a new phone cos hp going spoilt again and i also want a new phone line lah.
i dont like use prepaid card lor. the money keep finish so fast lor.
if no phone den people very hard to contact me during holiday lor.
this suck alot!!! i dont like!!! somemore haven topup prepaid.-.-
kay lor. shall end here.
BYE^^

sorry ah. girls always mood swing:)
sometime hyper den sometime emo den sometime happy den sometime angry. LOL
JOKE!

stomach cramp. hais!!

2011-03-10T16:33:00.000+08:00

just reach home.
damn tired...

O'level !!
shall not blog too much.
maybe after this den i go do compo homework and study for math test.
maybe i shall sleep early tonight^^

BYE!!!
should i blog or shld i not blog anymore?
blogging wasting of time sia.
HAIS!!!!!

I'm amazed=)

2011-03-09T16:46:00.001+08:00

LOL...
so funny. im laughing like some crazy girl.
quite happy . i think maybe my mood super good today^^
Thank God for everything.
Thank him for letting me know many great people.

LOL IM A STALKER LEH!!! LOL
i stalked every single thing . HAHA too bad.
you can't run away from me if my mood is super crazy . haha
i like 3 pictures!! shall keep them. haha maybe print them out ? but hse no printer. haha
LOL
LOL
LOL

Quite shocking too. luckily not charismatic . maybe other . reform faith? i also donno.
only if.... maybe one day, i shall visit that church. teehee=) yeah.
outer look may be deceiving. but inter look quite guai. LOL I LIKE(Y)
i like guai kia people :)
i hate paikia . so stop acting like some paikia .
i dont like when my brother act like some paikia of cos i will scold him.
i admit that im Fierce. but wat if he mix with wrong person? that why i must watch him.

LOL after watching the video make me laugh like mad. i mean laughing in my heart . cos if i laugh out loud den my mother will think im crazy.LOL
she keep nagging.LOL den i go tell her that she going menopause is it? . lols den she laugh.LOL
i dont intended to blog but my mood super happy den i blog lor. haha

kay shall end here.

bye:)

Leave not our trembling hearts to fail :)

lol such a boring day!

2011-03-08T21:27:00.002+08:00

nothing much to blog.
another boring day.
today have CCA den need stay back till so late cos gate lock .
sch damn bad cos they don't let us go home.
hais....

During break time, friends & i went to library to read some books. of cos we also want blow air-con. cos the canteen super crowded and super warm.
i think reading is boring. so i took some book which i think is interesting lah.
lols i think the book i took was Guisness book of record. some of the picture quite funny & some quite interesting.
i dont feel like elaborating. Want find out more? den go read it urself:)
i think i also read something about religion but idk what is the book name.i also never read finish the book.
den quite happy cos i finish my church work:) hehe but i think i need do the baptism lesson cos i scared next time not enough time finish.

lols finally 4.45pm den the sch gate open already den time go home:) i super tired & damn happy lor. meet someone with brother . we seat there chat for awhile cos waiting for my younger brother .
den after take bus home. he send me all the way to interchange den he go home.
LOL
damn funny lah. reach home den something happened but nothing much.
if i'm angry , i'll cry but if i'm sad den i do something else. so if i'll cry does not mean i'm sad^^

i now damn tired. i also don't feel like doing homework but i think maybe after this den i do some homework.
teacher ask me take CLB lehh. but i think i dont want:(
who know maybe i pass o'level chinese? so i think i dont want take CLB!!!!

kay shall end here .
bye^^
LOL my mum say that handsome guy super playboy.LOL

Tired:(

2011-03-07T16:35:00.001+08:00

Just came back from sch.
i seriously hate waiting for my brother .
they damn long lor.
if i can don't wait for them den it will be good.

im growing fatter each day.
hais!! cos everytime at home den no go out.
of cos will confirm grow fatter. :(

lots of homework. den 2moro still got math & ss test:(
today during bio lesson super funny lor.
teacher teach us about heredity den donno got something call "XXX" & "XXY"
LOL funny lor. the XXX call super female den i call jasmine that. cos she like super girly.LOL cos if u are a normal girl den we only have XX but i think jasmine is XXX LOL
lol den she like angry cos teacher say if those girl who have XXX cannnot give birth.LOL im like cursing her not to have baby in the future lor . im bad. sorry ah JASMINE:)
but if boy who born with XXY that means they are ah gua ? LOL
kay actually idk.
LOL RUBBISH LOR!!!

kay i seriously donno wat to blog. so i shall end here.
IM FAT!!!
bye:D

hais!!! :(

2011-03-06T20:05:00.001+08:00

walao lor!! so bad ah. some people read my blog den dont want tag me ah!!!
LOL

hais , homework still not done.
only finish chem h/w. hope can finish ss and math h/w:(
gotta chiong to tonight.
shall blog about church stuff .
don't really like the change of classes in church. cos i don't feel belong there.
i feel that the people around me like super clever lor .
i feel left out cos i don't think i able to mix with super smart people.
donno leh cos i feel like the most stupid person seating down there listening to the teachers.
nevermind cos i have this feeling when i was younger .
if you notice until me , den u will know that im like super different person in different world. cos i dont talk.
i dont even laugh. im just listening and worst of all is i don't even bother to voice out my thoughts.
people make think im anti social but no choice lah.

i also feel the same when im with some of my dad sister or brother which means they are my aunty and uncle. cos i dont like hanging out with my cousin who is the same ages as me. cos she alway top the sch and i'm like just nothing to them. UNDERSTAND? meaning im sec 5 and she's now in jc.
in a better way to elaborate, im shall say it this way} im stupid and she's smart. LOLS

LOLS....
shall stop comparing lah.
i feel like shooting someone with an arrow NOW!! LOL
read my blog never ask me 1st ah!!!! never get my permission.
so sad.LOL but nevermind just that now i have to be more careful of what im blogging .
LOL HAHA den like that u can't guess or know wat im feeling or thinking:)
wait shall tell u something> DONT SAD :DD
teehee. AND don't forget to tag ah if not im purposely dont blog den u donno wat im thinking.
wait i sounded like theatening someone.LOL

im super scared sia.
scared of alots things become reality
donno leh . just super scared.
what if really happened? den like that how to concentrate for my o'level?
im afraid that one day , you really play with my feeling so i have to be careful lor.

kay shall end here:)
BYE reader:D

i think im studying after this...

2011-03-05T11:51:00.005+08:00

Just woke up:D
decided to blog now cos i think i will not be using computer later .
i have decided that i should study to whole day today cos last two day keep use computer den never even open my book to study or do homework:(
Got lots of homework somemore i think there's test next week.
hais!!!!

promise myself not to watch drama today unless i finish all the thing that i suppose to do.
got lots of church homework too:( don't think i can finish them lor. i don't even know how to do some of it. cos it's like super difficult lor.
this year super duper busy. lesser time to play and go out.

tell you something} " better say if not u will regret for life!!"
i'm impatient. i will not hesistate to wait cos im a impatient girl.
provided girl like me don't wait. i rather grab my opportunties den letting it go:)
understand? :) teehee!!!
maybe give u some chances but i can't wait too long.
haha. i told my mum everything already & i told her i haven answer yet. she allow/agree but she say must bring home let her see:)
but idk about my dad? maybe just keep it as a secret and don't let him know until i find the right time to tell him.

Omg !!! when i wake up to check my hp , i was like =.=!!
cos i kena spam by people.
12Message!!! WTH!!!LOL
but nevermind cos i Like(Y) haha.
too bad for u guys lor cos my prepaid no money to reply u.
i don't want to topup also.

i will change hp & i want to apply for student plan.
maybe when march holiday den ask my dad but most likely i need pay by my ownself .
kay shall end here:D
bye people:)

Happy :$

2011-03-04T21:16:00.003+08:00

拥有了全世界, 可是你却看不见...

hi peep:D

Today super duper happy^^

1st of all, i get to meet Andrea<3

she like super hyper when she saw Mr hairul.LOL

i think she want to debate with him but mr hairul in a rush cos he going for prayer.

too bad for Andrea lor.LOL

BUT HOR, she super vulgar lor.

All the words that come out of her mouth are vulgarity.LOL

she'll becoming more paikia lor.

I WANT TO TELL HER THIS :" In ITE better work harder hor! don't become paikia hor!!!! if not i'll kill YOUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" HAHA kidding lah.LOL

she trimmed her hair short already..lol LOOK like Justin Bieber hairstyle especially when she flip her hair<3 so cool.LOL!!!!

she's super good lor. love her cos she agree to accompany me to meet "SOMEONE" :D

LOL cos i scared to meet him alone cos very nervous.

lols crazy me. say till as if he will eat me up.LOL

but after all, not really that nervous.LOL but hor i super SHORT .. T.T

stand beside him like so weird.LOL cos he too tall le.LOL

we meet outside school den after i take him to other place cos there got too many people.

people keep look at us. =.=!!!

wah his 1st impression of the school was like" WHY the sch got so many paikia ppl?" LOL

den after that we go other place den we start talking.LOL

he like super quiet cos Andrea over there.LOL

den Andrea like keep talking to me den scold alot of vulgar words.LOL

i think cos she see some people" bu shun yan"== den she like scolding them.LOL

den my friend like super quiet cos he give Andrea Talk to me mah.LOL den keep ask him why he so quiet den she keep force him to talk,LOL

hahaha..

den After that Andrea need go back sch already .LOL

she like pon CCA just for me. Awww... i should be honoured<3

haha cos her next lesson start at 2pm den she leave 1st.

Left me and him. lols

i think the who super happy lor cos he can like finally talk to me already.LOL

maybe he paiseh when Andrea there. but i super bad. call andrea go den she keep say she like some dian teng bao . lols

den when andrea leave den i also like not nervous. like no feeling. why ah? weird me. i should be nervous but im not. lol

den he talk to me den we exchange phone den he say my phone super lousy -.- ! Can throw away. he want see my photo-.- den of cos i don't let him see lah!! siao ah!! alot of my picture super unglam lor. den i snatch away.lols luckily he tell me that he going view my picture . if not , im like some dumbass that don't even know he going view my picture i admit that he super honest.lols

but i promise him next time den take photo with him & let him see some of my photo bah but hor i must delete lots of pic away=.= mafan lor. ....

my dad today like weird weird one.

he specially when to buy some chicken just to fry it for us to eat.

weird right but i have to admit that it taste not so bad.LOL

i actually dare not eat cos he cook food not nice but today to fry chicken taste okok.LOL but my mum cook nicer.HAHA

lol my brother eat the chicken till he want vomit .lol den he say not nice.LOL maybe he took to wrong chicken but i think the chicken like not cook::P LOL bad hor? LOL

LOL not i say but my brother say like not cook. but so far i still think this is the best of ALL his cooking.LOL

kay lah happy cos my dad cooking tasted not so bad as wat i think.LOL

kay shall end here!!!:D

bye:D

whole day using laptop-.-

never study-.-

the drama super nice sia:D LOLS

kay bye:))

OMG never update blog for like so long:p

2011-03-03T19:20:00.005+08:00

imy:( super miss my grandfather!!!
he is in a better place now:)<3

HELLO:D im back . teehee!!!

OMG!!! Blog dead for like 2months!!!

I'm like too busy to update it.

Seldom use the computer that why never update.

i also donno wat to blog unlike last time.

last time got so many topic to say now like nothing to write. LOLS

busy studying. i have no life!!! last time keep going out , den nowadays keep stay at home and study.

March holiday is coming.

im book:) hehe

shall study AND play during holiday .

2moro is my special day. hope everything will be fine . abit nervous den abit execited!!! :D LOLS

HAIS!!! i still donno wat to say.

last time i use to write my feeling here but now i don't even want to write it.

what is wrong with me ? i don't even want to share my joy to people.

im totally different from last time. why?

last time , everything also will tell people but now, im very careful of what im saying.

my mind like seriously blank now.maybe i afraid that i say something wrong?

sometimes i also donno how to tell them.

my imagination?

wat wrong with me?

Curiosity? or what?

aiya !!!! i donno how say!!!! i feel so weird especially if i ask them!!!

how i wish i could be like last time. last time super innocent plus stupid. everything also donno. den no secret. but now , i keep thing from people.

Do things secretly and not letting people know.

im still thinking if i shld reject or wat? hais i think i should focus more on my studies. o'level is more important !!! Am i saying that other thing are not important? or Am i running away from the fact that i should face?

i dislike reading blog that are super emotional. That is why i try not to write stuff that are emotional . my blog like super boring. =.=!!!! i think im wasting my time to even update it. hais. I LOST INTEREST IN BLOGGING!!!! I HATE TO BLOG NOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =.=!!!!

kay shall end here.

super boring post!!!

people pls dun read it cos very boring.

how i wish i could be like xiaxue.

she like got end-less topic to blog.

and summore her blog damn interesting to read.

stupid blog.=.=!!!

maybe next time den share my happiness to u guys.

cos i think today like nothing happy to share.

that why my blog like so emo !!!

kay BYE :)

Love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of. but the question is do i trust them enough? i don't that why i keep things and not telling them. i rather figure it out myself den asking them. why ah? no more trust in them? maybe after that incident. ?

<3 saranghamida:)

:( no time to blog D:

2011-01-03T17:08:00.000+08:00

hello everyone:D
happy new year to u guys:D
no time blogD:
actually got alot of thing i wanna say but seriously i now no time write. maybe next time if im free

sch reopening 2moroD:
need work harder and study harder le. confirm my blog dead.LOLS
just now downloading song.
and TIMETABLE HAVEN post at iconnexion yet:(

kay next time den i will blog my New Year Resolution D:
cos seriously i no time write wat i wanna say.
if i got on laptop 2night den i will blog. but see 1st cos 2night need sleep early.
kay bye guys:D

Guess wat???

2010-12-07T16:29:00.003+08:00

Guess what??
im learning how to dance nobody.LOLS
ok im crazy.HAHA

when downtown east on sunday den got one girl like 4 years old , know how to dance nobody.
somemore is the original version. she's so cute.LOLS
like so young den can rmb the dance step.
for me , i keep move wrong leg and hand.LOLS like so untidy unlike hers.
pro!!!! 4 years old only leh. LOLs
shld have take video of her. maybe that day i sick den no mood to move around.
by the way , she's not the performer there. is one singer asking any children whether they know how to dance nobody den her ah ma say she know. so cute. LOLS

im crazy today.
hope can rmb the dance step.
who wanna learn and dance with me???
it will be more fun.HAHA

This video , the children damn cute.LOLS

BYE:D

Quiz:D

2010-12-07T02:20:00.001+08:00

APPEARANCE
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/had braces.
[x] I wear glasses
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[ ] I have freckles.

FAMILY
[ ] I’ve run away from home.
[ ] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I want to adopt someday.
[ ] I’ve had children.
[ ] I’ve lost a child.

SCHOOL/WORK
[x] I’m in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I’ve missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I’ve been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[x] I failed more than 1 class test last year.
[ ] I’ve stolen something from my job
[ ] I’ve been fired.

EMBARASSMENT
[x] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[ ] I’ve glued my hand to something
[ ] I’ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I’ve had my trousers rip in public.

HEALTH
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I’ve gotten stitches.
[ ] I’ve broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[x] I’ve sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I’ve had chicken pox.
[x] I have/had asthma.

TRAVELING
[x] I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I’ve been on a plane.
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Mexico.
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Japan.
[ ] I’ve Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I’ve been to Europe.
[ ] I’ve been to Africa.

EXPERIENCES
[ ] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny dipping.
[x] I’ve played spin the bottle.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] I’ve crashed a car.
[ ] I’ve been Skiing
[ ] I’ve been in a play.
[ ] I’ve met someone in person from the internet.
[ ] I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I’ve played chicken.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I’ve eaten Sushi.
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.

RELATIONSHIPS
[x] I’m single
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[ ] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[ ] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced
[ ] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back more than once.
[ ] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[ ] I’ve told someone I loved them and didn’t get a clear response.
[ ] I’ve felt rejected even if I wasn’t.
[ ] I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I’ve loved someone I knew a friend was already in love with.

HONESTY
[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] I’ve cheated on a test.
[ ] I’ve been suspended from school.

BAD TIMES
[ ] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I can’t swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I’m depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
[ ] I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I’m addicted to self harm
[x] I’ve woken up crying.

DEATH
[x] I’m afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I’ve seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.

MATERIALISM
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

RANDOM
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don’t kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I obsess over grammar.
[x] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have “x”s in my screen name
[x] I love being neat
[x] I love Spam.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day
[x] I can cook.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red black or blue.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online a lot, even as an away message.
[ ] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a roach in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[x] I’m good at remembering faces.
[x] I’m good at remembering names
[ ] I’m good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life

BYE:D
im sick:(

updating again later:D abt one topic.:D

2010-12-02T14:26:00.002+08:00

yo~ just came home:(
tired:(
webcamming for this month cos so long never use laptop:P
upload more picture to fb maybe 2moro:D
kay bye reader:D

re-blogging once again:D

teehee:D
bye.

its all about meaning.

2010-12-01T13:53:00.000+08:00

There’s a meaning behind this medley. For those who doesn’t know, I’ll explain:

Everything you see is a mindmap. Each of the 2PM member represents one emotion/theme/whatever you call it.

First, Chansung is longing. He stands outside, wavering the telephone booth, wishing to call the girl and ask her to come back, but at the same time, he knew he had been dumped and thinks if there’s a need to call. That’s why he wavered and sang ‘Again and Again’.

Second, Junho is sadness. The make-up he has showed as if he cried. That’s why he sang ‘I Hate You’, what he wanted wasn’t sadness. That’s why he hated the girl for giving him something not he wanted. The mask he wore is what he uses to mask his sadness with hatred.

Third, Wooyoung is anger. That’s why he kicked and threw things away. He sang ‘Without You’ due to the anger caused by the girl, that anger allowed him to be optimistic and at the same time, asking the girl why is she like this to him and if she really thinks she’ll be okay without him.

Fourth, Junsu is loneliness. He pressed the piano keys, but nothing came out. It portrayed as if the piano is him, the notes are the melodies of his life. But without the girl, his life is quiet, nothing. That’s why when he pressed the keys, nothing came out. He is waiting for the girl to come back and make his life full of melodies again. That’s why he sang ‘Tired of Waiting’.

Fifth, Taecyeon is memory. He dances to reminisce the time he danced with his partner. He sang ‘Only You’ to tell the girl that she’s the only one he loves.

Sixth, Nichkhun is (feel) lost. He walks on the traffic, knowing that he needs to wait for the green light, but doesn’t know that he needs to quickly and cross the road so that he wouldn’t get knocked down. That’s why when the red man flashes again, he stopped, knowing that when the red man appears, we should not cross the road. But he heard cars honking at him, he looked at the vehicles, thinking why isn’t he feeling afraid. This shows that he thinks, without the girl, his life is meaningless. And that, he is not afraid of death. But at the same time, he know he should let go. That’s why he sang ‘Heartbeat’

i kind of think it's cool.
saw this in one of my brother friend blog.
Credit to her:D

LOLS...pretty,Cute & handsome guy :P

2010-11-30T14:19:00.003+08:00

LOLS i found this at Roslinda blog....
super cute xD
if only singapore have this type of machine den that be good... HAHAHA

LOL.... so handsome..HAHA

2010-11-26T18:51:00.000+08:00

HAHA saw one drama damn funny ..haha
the boy so gentle to the girlfriend made me think that he's so handsome:P
haha joking ..this is all crap..HAHA

kay last few days quite busy cos of the computerised accounting.
the exam quite easy...haha

yesterday when shopping with wanqing..fun.haha
buy clothes..
sad me is my money so less now.
cos not working. i jealous cos soon or later , my bro will have more money den me:(
haha .. but i still want more money so that can buy more clothes that i like..haha
cupboard got alot of clothes but i still think its less...crazy me..
HAHA xD

i want shop more. if only im a millionaire den i can buy watever i wan..haha
so good lor. my brother got the edsave thingy so now his bank sure more money den me somemore they dont go shopping unlike me . last time i got more den them but i keep go shopping that why now lesser than them..

i feel that i nowadays keep spent money instead of saving unlike last time:((
kay shall end here..haha

i gotta miss the sch uniform when i leave sec sch:(
haha

Bye~ :D

LOLS... pictures!!!

2010-11-12T17:59:00.001+08:00

hey ~ im back:DD
take lots of pic using my hp till no memory..lols so upload here den can delete it all..haha
today keep singing..mad crazy girl..HAHA
next time will upload all the video i have at my handphone..damn funny..and unglam...
:D:DD

oh ya Today is Aliah b'day:DD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER<3

bye !!:DD

FUN(Y):DD

2010-11-08T01:15:00.003+08:00

teehee:DD peep im back:DD
my dad repair my old handphone already^^
happy(Y) cos can zilian everyday if bored.HAHA

kay i shall talk about my life today.
when to church 1st of cos.
i was trouble, thinking if i shld be baptise together with my brother cos the church pastor asked me.
nevermind . maybe this whole week i shld ask GOD :DD
have been reading my bible regularly.
Being a good girl is GREAT :D

kay after church went to grandma house.
i thought it's going to be boring but ended up not as wat i think.
as ITS FUN(Y)
being tomboy for one day was GREAT.
HAHA
of cos !! played basketball with my brothers and some friends that we make:)
of cos.. we granted our younger brother wish cos he was the one who asked my mum to come to their house.HAHA
FUN FUN FUN!!!
wat more???

MORE MORE AND MORE..lazy write.

miss all my friend. so long no talk or meet you :'( sigh!!

i trust in YOU,the great and almighty GOD. <3
you have really answer my prayer.
GREAT!!!
my life is in ur hands.
For without you, Im nothing.

bye reader^^

thank you:DD:

2010-10-31T18:53:00.001+08:00

webcamming:P
aunty bought a skirt for me costing $99.90 ..she bought it in hong kong..nice ..i like(Y) thank you so much:D
cousin bought a dress for me:D goshh..i think alot ppl have this type of dress... but nice (Y)

THANK YOU SO MUCH:DD
happy happy...my new chio nail..haha

Trim my fringe:D

2010-10-28T22:19:00.000+08:00

HAHA :D
BaNGzzzz again:D
NICE:D
KAY BYE:D

Ahhh~ i wanna sream..HAHA

2010-10-25T20:36:00.003+08:00

OMG...
i tell you, if i saw Vanness Wu Jian Hao i will confirm faint..HAHA
so cool ,shuai + perfect body.HAHA OMG !!!!
in love with him.
he can sing japanese,english,korean + chinese song leh..Pro lah him...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
plus his acting so good. ....

i being to like him after watching Autumn's concerto:D
not only that but he really damn cool leh.
i heard that he's chirstian. make me more in love with him..HAHA
crazy me..HAHA

Vanness Wu - BoGoShipDa

F4-Can't help falling in love with you

Vanness Wu [Live] - Yong Qi

Vanness Wu [Live] - Tong Hua

omg. i like this video. His hairstyle look like some korean singer. handsome plus cool . LOLS

kay end here:D
guy, i love Vanness Wu JianHao :D
don't snatch him from me..HAHA

Random :D

2010-10-18T22:40:00.007+08:00

Since i'm bored, shall update. HAHA
shall post something really random .
Talking with daryn at Msn and did something damn LAME and random.
since it's funny den shall let you guys read.HAHA

D>J>H=REVELATIONS says:
elo
Rachel : Weird dream of mine!! HAHA but i like . says:
hi
D>J>H=REVELATIONS says:
so what did u do today
Rachel : Weird dream of mine!! HAHA but i like . says:
nothing much lor.HAHA
u?
D>J>H=REVELATIONS says:
haha
Rachel : Weird dream of mine!! HAHA but i like . says:
?
my ans is not answer yet
my question*
D>J>H=REVELATIONS says:
nth much
Rachel : Weird dream of mine!! HAHA but i like . says:
.....
i knew u will reply that
D>J>H=REVELATIONS says:
i know u would say this
Rachel : Weird dream of mine!! HAHA but i like . says:
.....
i also know u will say tat
D>J>H=REVELATIONS says:
once again
i knew u would say that
Rachel : Weird dream of mine!! HAHA but i like . says:
i also know u will repeat wat i say
D>J>H=REVELATIONS says:
i know why u said that as well
Rachel : Weird dream of mine!! HAHA but i like . says:
......
haha
why i say that?
D>J>H=REVELATIONS says:
i wont tell u
bet u knew i would say that
zzzzs
and that
zzzz
and that
Rachel : Weird dream of mine!! HAHA but i like . says:
ya ya ya zzZ
D>J>H=REVELATIONS says:
ok
haha
didnt go anywhere?
Rachel : Weird dream of mine!! HAHA but i like . says:
got . downstair
HAHA
D>J>H=REVELATIONS says:
icic
Rachel : Weird dream of mine!! HAHA but i like . says:
i want to ask u one random question
D>J>H=REVELATIONS says:
oh ok
Rachel : Weird dream of mine!! HAHA but i like . says:
do u still play with toys?
D>J>H=REVELATIONS says:
no
i just have action figures
like my soldiers
<< *[showing his DP of his toys soldier]
Rachel : Weird dream of mine!! HAHA but i like . says:
ok. lols but u still have them right?
D>J>H=REVELATIONS says:
zzz
yes
<<
Rachel : Weird dream of mine!! HAHA but i like . says:
haha ok
D>J>H=REVELATIONS says:
i know u have ur toys
Rachel : Weird dream of mine!! HAHA but i like . says:
soft toys. haha but my bro play with them
D>J>H=REVELATIONS says:
yeah yeah
Rachel : Weird dream of mine!! HAHA but i like . says:
true. they play with the barbie doll till the leg break..LOLS
D>J>H=REVELATIONS says:
yeah yeah
Rachel : Weird dream of mine!! HAHA but i like . says:
guy are really so violent
D>J>H=REVELATIONS says:
yeahhhhhh
sureee they areeeee
its not like u never played with it at all
Rachel : Weird dream of mine!! HAHA but i like . says:
......
6 year ago
HAHA
now no more
D>J>H=REVELATIONS says:
uhhuh
how about the teddy bear u sleep with at night
Rachel : Weird dream of mine!! HAHA but i like . says:
yup sleep with it every night. but i don't play with barbie dolls HAHA
D>J>H=REVELATIONS says:
yeah ok
zzzz
doesnt have to be barbie dolls
Rachel : Weird dream of mine!! HAHA but i like . says:
.......
winnie the pooh.lols
D>J>H=REVELATIONS says:
icic
where is his honey then?
Rachel : Weird dream of mine!! HAHA but i like . says:
donno. i don't feed a non living thing.HAHA

D>J>H=REVELATIONS says:
zzzzz

Rachel : Weird dream of mine!! HAHA but i like . says:
LOLs
The End of the funny conversation.HAHA
he crap 1st so no choice. i still win :D

kay the top post was really very random :P
kay have weird dream.
dream of the same person for more den 5 times..LOLS
heartbeat damn fast u know.
kay only i know..HAHA

kay end here bye^^